LOUJEANNETAN

Friday, May 23, 2008
it's now or never

leaving for poland in four days !! Extremely Exhilarating :] 96 hours from now, i'll be at the airport !! even though i cant really bear to leave. sighxz. hahaha omg term 2 is over, how fast. term 2 was great, despite the little gloomy days here & there. was talking to kenneth this morning & i realised how much i miss class camp, complete with the jetty, the water & of course the people heehee. chorale's been kind of tiring, draining, but we'll survive ! anw some long outdated pics from the time jing came back & concert :]

all hail the holidays, which are superbly extremely packed for me. trip & church camp will take up 3 weeks alr. someone please tell me how im going to pass my cts. maybe i should just spend the time preparing myself mentally for the U's and maybe if im lucky an S ? :( on a brighter note, kenneth promised he'll plan class outing sometime during the 3 days between trip & camp !! oh and jing & chloe will be coming back end june for 3 months !!!! omg cant wait :D meanwhile, if you're my friend, please know that i'll be missing you okay <3333333>

#LOU

Monday, May 12, 2008
it's just a temporary thing

i was planning to come online to blog about concert & finish up history and econs, but im really not in the mood to do so now.

i guess it's scary how fragile life is. every once in a while, life has it's way of reminding you to treasure everything that you have, & i guess it never really makes an impact on us until things get a little too serious. so here i am, on one hand getting reminded to treasure and live life to the fullest & on the other watching the people i care about like shit screw up theirs. and just so you'd know, it freaking hurts me like crazy as well, probably even more than it does to you. i wish i could just not care, but i cant.
i'd pay anyone a million bucks if they could tell me what to do now.

#LOU

Friday, May 02, 2008
my heart is torn just in knowing

im really torn, i have no idea what i should do & the deadline is rapidly approaching. sigh and of all times, the people i need to talk to are not around :( howwwww.

concert in 4 days, quite exciting !! at least i'll get to see half of the clicky :] but i think the 11hour pracs are starting to get to me, my voice was gradually diminishing ytd alr sighxz.

~~im feeling quite bad, im really sorry if im making you feel hurt or anything alright :( i really dont know what to do, this kinda sucks.~~ but anyhow CHERRYBOMB :]

i think, im eating so much that im going to expand and burst like an overgrown balloon soon. BOOM. omg im sniffing and sneezing like a crazy monkey now. cant. afford. to. fall. sick. byebye.

#LOU