LOUJEANNETAN

Saturday, February 23, 2008
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever

There are going to be times in your life when all you wanna do is lay down in the middle of the road during rush hour. Just know that no matter how many times you feel like laying there, I will always be there to block the traffic Y

Hey there Sunshine. I think I'll never ever get tired of leaving random messages on your blog. Which means ! You can never change your username and password hahahah :D Btw, I'm so happy for you ! Always knew you can make it cause youre A.W.E.S.O.M.E. Anyway, you know I really really miss you. My life feels really awkward without you ): You know like they always say pictures say a thousand things, hence logically speaking, judging from all our past camwhoring sessions, the amount of pictures we have should be able to compensate all the 'missings'. But then they can't say the milllionbilliongazillion things I wana say right now. So its either we have to take more pictures or that April can hurry come so I can see you reallyreally soon. Teehee alrighty, don't forget to update me about school :] Loveeeee ya.

#LOU

Thursday, February 21, 2008
and the sorrow that you know will melt away

orientation in nj was okay i guess, made some nice friends and all but i guess it really isn't my kind of school. but OG1 is still great anyway :]

so, one day of orientation & a second change of schools. im rather scared now, going into a school where everyone has been through orientation alr & most of them have like a million friends alr. plus, they're all so smart :( and im so uncertain about my subj combi. sigh the decisions in life. oh well, at least i have yings :] im going to make sure i dont regret this, cause many people didn't even get the chance. sigh girlfriend, i'll totally miss you like crazy :(

i think i'll kind of miss my nj friends :( but i'll move on, so hellooooo rj :]

#LOU

Sunday, February 17, 2008
you drive away, from my car crash of a heart.

i wasn't planning to blog but i decided i should before school starts & eats up all my time hahah. went for auditions on wednesday & totally screwed it up by singing happy birthday wrongly. i mean, which sane person sings happy birthday wrongly la ! butttt, i got the call ytd so it's okay heeheehee. vday with the clique was awesome, it felt great seeing them after quite a while. but i still miss jing like crazy :(

called to uk on friday night & got to talk to both jing & chloe ! yay. nevermind the fact that the calls ate up all my money hahah. but it's still different, lacking the physical being & presence hahaha. april april hurry come pleaseeee ?

3R sakae buffets & my ultimate <3>

so close to reaching that famous happy end

almost believing this one's not pretend

now you're beside me and look how far we've come

so far we are so close

#LOU

Sunday, February 10, 2008
Flowery Feathery Fancies

kcheena new year wasn't too bad i must say. apart from the fact that im sick & lethargic with no energy to do anything now :( okay im going to be a systematic girl. yay.

wednesday was romey's nifty nineteenth ! woke him up at 12 to sing song, haha we're super nice to him man. went out for supper cause i fasted on tuesday !! im so holy i know hahah. anw went back to stnics ! hole & manda didn't come cos they'd rather sleep than see us can. boo. TYF later on, didn't eat much. tyf food never really did excite me much anyway. romey had another cake though hahah.

visiting on Chu Yi was short & sweet :] yay. ceecee & yings came over after for our CNY Ecube again !! hip hip hooray. havent had one in ages so although we practically did nothing but eat & bitch, it was great :D

oh & if you don't alr know, you should look at my cheenatown look-a-like house !!! i swear it is so amusing.

mm anyway Chu Er was more visiting with really interesting talks on further education (haha im serious) & really really really big houses in the middle of nowhere. met hippo at night for icecube, but it was closed :( boo so went to shaun the monkey's. hahah mcflurries at midnight are fattening. not that i care :]

tennis with KXJM on saturday morning !! i was yawning throughout hahah. charm's place later on for steamboat :] watched a little of sweeny todd, it's a rather um unpalatable show hahah. played alot of bridge daidi & blackjack ! i won heehee yay. camwhoring at the playground and all, it was fun. got back home around 1230 yet again hahah.

omg this post is so long & full of pictures ! the rest of the pics are at my shutterfly. hahah i shall go sleep soon cause im really dry of energy alr. anyway LEE LINGJING has been MIA for so long, i havent spoken to her in like 2 weeks or something. as such, im suffering from withdrawal symptoms and am going to die soon hahahah. anyhow i cant wait for vday with my <3s>! then it's posting results :( boo i need to start using my brain again. i can barely remember anything. maybe only that the air has 79% hydrogen & 20% oxygen ? but school is good. tis' good.

#LOU

Sunday, February 03, 2008
some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

life's been really boring ): and meaningless. boo i cant wait to go back to school :( whichever one i'll actually get into.

shopped on wednesday, thursday, friday & saturday. i am broke. but anyhow, i like tennis lessons on saturday with my KXJM :] it's probably one of the few things i look forward to every week !

saw more than half of trc today :] yay. manda & charm in the afternoon, then cinch & becks for dinner !! yay. sigh but cause of trc, i didn't get to see my romey :( cant wait for him to come back for cny ! which brings me to the point, im not looking forward to cny. bore fest !! yay ?

my ":(" playlist has been playing alot these few days, im really getting rather delirious :(

"almost everyone you know has their heart wrapped around someone who wont love them back" - cinch

"maybe we all give our hearts uncritically to those who won't think about us in return" - ultimate

"friends will bring you the greatest joy but the moment you got to move on, there's no stopping it. then sometimes you'll just look back on the past times and the fleeting nature of life gets put into perspective" - romey

says pretty much of the harsh reality of life doesn't it, but im sure i'll come to terms with it someday.

#LOU