LOUJEANNETAN

Monday, December 31, 2007
it's our little secret

happy new year's eve (:

the world has been rather fast moving lately, my parents have been awkwardly unfriendly. maybe it's cos they're just preoccupied with my brothers being back hahah, not that i mind though :]

alot of people have been talking to me about my future & i have to admit that im quite apprehensive to answer when they ask "so what school are you going to next year ?", cos when i told my relatives i didn't apply for pae, they made a big fuss & all, which is seriously unnecessary. everyone seems hyped up about going to a new school & orientation or going overseas and im like, lost ? everyone's telling me a different thing & i really really dont know what to do. somehow i feel that whatever im doing now is just running away from making a choice that i know will affect my entire life, and i cant scream or cry or whatever in front of almost everyone, so thank God for friends like jing :)

korean girl coming in tmr actually, hope she's nice ! then i'll pity her for having to share a room with cambodia HAHA.

"the ability to get back up depends on the number of times you've been knocked down" - the ultimate <3>

#LOU

Friday, December 28, 2007
& a happy new yearrrrrrr !

:) christmas is over ! hahah stayed out the whole of chrissy eve, only reached home at 8 on christmas morning. my attempt to lie to the parents failed rather terribly but whatever. very soon my friends wont have anymore time for meeeee ): stupid jc. and then ! my jingjing will be off to UK on the 11th & i'll have no more friends ! rah.

mmm been spending quite alot of time at the park recently :) got alot of weird bites on my legs now ! itchy laaaaa.

TRC christmas party on the 26th was great ! we spent practically the entire day playing guitar heroes ! even though in the end we still couldn't beat lou. as in some person in the game called lou. hahah oh ! emain & hole got us our long awaited TRCaps as presents ! super cool man.

watched national treasure with jing today ! cathay screened adverts for half an hour, my goodness. and someone took our seat ! stupid monkey. oh oh while walking to cine,

lou: do you know those things on the ground are for ?

jing: to prevent people from slipping

lou: they're for the blind, omg you're damn slow.

after a while,

lou: i brought my shades you know

jing: omg then i can wear them inside the mrt station and walk on the things and people will think im blind !

HAHAH jing has a fetish with being blind ! okay im ignoring my parents now, cos they refuse to allow me to stay over at jing's on the 31st. i dont care, im not coming homeeeee !

#LOU

Saturday, December 22, 2007
christmas bells are ringinggggg !

went to watch ceecee sing at raffles hotel ytd. waited for damn long, but vj choir was so good !!! kind of makes me miss choir :( hahah qiqi & i met a person called biscuit. okay we are easily amused.

went to raffles city after that & stoned at mos while waiting for ceecee who took, uh forever, as usual :] hahah. i swear mos is our favourite Ecube place ! hoho i like corn soup. snapple provides interesting facts ! hahahah.

reached home only around 1130. so by the time i bathed and waited for my hair to dry so that i could sleep, it was so late & my dad was being annoying and didn't allow me to use the comp, so tv was my only company hahah.

christmas is coming !!!!! and so is new year and school. oh wait, what school ? hahahah im going to spend every day with my jingjing ! YAY. that's until she leaves me for a good 6months or so. then i'll just rot to death.

the funeral was, sad, ytd. everyone was crying & all, sigh. life is so unpredictable.

i hate my rash, it's so stubborn & ugly RAH. oh my romey's cooking for me tonight yay :]

#LOU

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

okay i swear i have never ever blogged three times in a day. but aunty marina just passed away, of all times. it really makes me feel that life is somehow so unfeeling. wonder if the wedding will still go on on saturday. suddenly my christmas doesn't seem to bright anymore. life's going to be missing something without her. anyhow, i take comfort in knowing that she's now in heaven with God.

#LOU

change happens & happenings change

INTRODUCING, MY BROTHER THE ARMY BOYBOY :]

okay fine, so im not as tall as them. in fact im only to their freaking shoulders. that's why they're my BIG korkors ! hahah i think im nuts. oh romey's face looks fatter with his crew cut & nerdy specs ! now he really looks like an army boy hahah good night ! :]

#LOU

we live by faith & not by sight

tomato potato avocado ! hahahah.

it's funny how i always learn of the most depressing things when im alone & bored & have nothing better to do. i guess it was stupid to think that i would have been able to completely forget in a day. haha maybe a week or two's more reasonable. but anyhow, christmas will still be great.

p6 gathering was fun, eating like mad & making hell lot of noise at icecube, complete with bridge & taboo at raina's ! her house is so niceeeee :] i shall try waving to her everytime i go to church now hahah.

tmr's a public holiday and i still have to teach, what is this please.

I WANT MY ROMEY BACK NOW. ~~and you can just go away, thank you :)~~

#LOU

Tuesday, December 18, 2007
none but jesus

shit i think should go back to camp so that i'll stop eating so much ! this is annoying. very soon im going to become the kongbakpao alr :( hahahah.

im staying home tmr to pack my room, cos im moving upstairs yay !!! it signifies me becoming the ~~oldest~~ MOST MATURE of the kids in the house hahah. i was about to write oldest when i remembered cambodia is older than me, yuck. hahah.

i keep making new friends yay ! it's wonderful, the way God works :] and and and ! im so pleased / satisfied / elated / everything good with myself cos i can finally say that I'VE DONE IT ! & now im stronger than yesterday, now is nothing but my way, my lonliness ain't killing me no moreeeeeee ! okay pls, no im full of rubbish hahahah. but anyhow yay. im very sure christmas this year will be a great one now :) with all the great parties lined up & the fabulous friends that'll i'll be with.

i thiiiiiiiink, now that i will go to cj for jae. unless i decide what course i want to take in poly soon, which might very well take me, five years ? hahahah.

okay i shall huff huff & puff myself away to chomps for my p6 clique outing now :] super full though :\

oh romey will finally be back tmr, hip hip hooray !

#LOU

Monday, December 17, 2007
my God is mighty to save

im back from church camp ! so tired. still had to wake up to teach this morning :( anyway camp was fun :] in its own way i guess. felt quite miserable at times for worthless reasons & somehow i felt that the camp wasn't as fulfilling as those before, but that's my fault la, cos i think i wasn't focused at all. but at least i got stuff out of it ! okay so all in all, i made new friends ( hip hip hooray ! ), bathed in shaky toilets with huge ugly lizards, played super digusting but fun games, experienced alot of new things & deepened my faith ! yay. came home on the 2nd day to bathe cos the games made us so wet & dirty.

anyway ytd was annoying, bad things kept happening ! but my friends are great, esp my buddy ! hahah i feel so determined now, like i suddenly have this drive ! hahah guess what i prayed for during the healing is surfacing :] yay praise God !

thanks to my buddy everyone's calling me a pig ! it was such a torture to endure all the comments and the uh hair plucking ? okay no it was fun la ! but im not a pig & im not fat, uh i think ? hahahah. OH, kimberly & i have the same birthday, cool cool cool right. & we didn't even know until today, okay im slow.

my korkor is back from australiaaaaaa ! im happy, even though he keeps making me bathe & calls me useless hahah. i've alr bathed twice in like 5 hours. hahah but yay, i cant wait for my romey to come back from the little island off sgp & then our family will be full again !

christmas is in like a week ! omg doesn't feel like it at all. i havent gotten any presents or clothes. dont know if i will, im so broke & i havent gotten my pay :( hahah i like christmas, it's so merry & joyful. i hope it'll be as great as last year's ! even though you're missing.

i cant wait for christmas & all the parties, plus TRC's new year countdown pool party at jing's ! sigh she's probably on the way to the airport now to cheena land though, sad sad :( but my qiqi's back ! yay.

okay forget it, im super tired i want to sleep. besides i forgot what else i want to say hahaha, sstm (super short term memory) ! good nighttttttt :]

#LOU

Tuesday, December 11, 2007
i didn't think you'd feel so far away

the past few days have more or less been shitty & annoying.

the parents started scolding and complaining since they stepped into the freaking house. like seriously, i wish they'd stay longer in cambodia.

i was really cranky ytd, cos i woke up early to go to sengkang & take the lrt for the first time in my life. and thanks to my sheer stupidity, i tapped out cos it didn't occur to me that the lrt was two escalators above the mrt. anyhow i spent half an hour explaining how to round to the nearest hundred / thousand. like oh my god. after that i sat on the train by my loner self for one hour to get to orchad ON TIME (10min early in fact), only to realise that my dearest chloe was late. so i spent 40minutes waiting at the bus stop to avoid the rain. however thanks to some oblivious citizens i was pushed out of my momentarily comforting shelter into the rain to wait more than half the time. went with her to shop after eternity when she finally arrived. walked till my feet hurt :( shit i think im getting olddddd HAHAH.

btw im still getting scolded on a daily basis thanks to miss ~~fatasspigbitch~~ cambodia. hooray for her ! she should get an emmy for ruining people's lives. today my dad even told someone she was his adopted daughter while she just beamed as brightly as the sun. spare me pleaseeeee. wonder what life will be like when the new korean comes in. god save me.

i think im losing interest in online shopping, yay ! maybe it's momentary cos my bank acc's empty, hahah we'll see !

oh btw i cant wait to go for camp and get out of the house :] spending 3days with calista and nat sounds so relieving ! but but i wont be able to see my jingjing from 14-23 :( life will lose its meaning ! hahahah. she makes me happy !

I AM CRANKY. and i've been getting hungry at 12am everyday and everyone knows eating late is like the worsttttt ! rah, forget it im going to dig out my stomach HAHAH bye.

#LOU

Sunday, December 09, 2007
as it all disintegrates before me

i miss my romey ! :( he didn't seem too happy there when i spoke to him. RAH as much i anticipated it, not having any of my korkors around sucks like :!@#$%">!@#$%^&*()_+= i.cant.wait.for.romey.to.come.back. :((((((((((((((

oh well, woke up early to go the the airport to send charm & becks off at the budget terminal. cinch overslept so we were late oops. anyway went to popeyes to eat & some weird guy passed me a tissue with his friend's number on it and asked me to call him later on -__- so retarded. jing & hole wanted to call and talk rubbish, but i left early so too bad hahah.

last night was, weird enough. it was kind of siandiao with the super old & the super young. it would've been much better if my romey were with me, but ! watching the drunk sing karaoke after that was uh amusing ? call me weak, but mixing wine & gin really sucked. reached home at like 130 with my aunty, who was dead drunk. bad experience :\

my parents will be back in an hour's, yay ?

oh oh, jing hole & i are going to take dance classes ! hahah so fun.for once trc wont be meeting to eat HAHA. i need to stop eating so much hahahah.

& i finally got to uploading the super unglam twister shots :\ ugh HERE.

#LOU

Wednesday, December 05, 2007
someday this life of uncertainty shall cease

hello hello, new url yay :] it's supposed to be kvetch by the way, if you dont know what it means go to dictionary.com and find out alright ! improve your vocab hahah.

the rain today totally spoilt my plans ! was either supposed to go catch a movie with calista / heroes marathon with trc / meet chloe BUT in the end, i just stayed at home and ate like a mad pig while staring at the window waiting for the rain to stop, which didn't happen till like after dinner anyway. sucker.

romey's off to NS tmr, how fast. but he has been very mean to me since this morning ! annoying.

i think this tuition thing is so stressful ! you know i dont mean to say it, but the boy's really very uh, slow. it's like he has no basics at all, and i need to finish p5 syllabus by this year ? rah rah rah im going to die.

okay actually im only blogging cos internet explorer keeps closing my last episode of lianren, which is so annoying. but there's always tvvvv ! yay !

#LOU

Tuesday, December 04, 2007
we'll go on forever, it's a promise

i like having parties with trc :] makes me happy but fat. ethnic party was super fun & filling. hahah i like playing twister, but the pics are way too unglam. oh well, cant wait for christmas party & countdown party !! oh my parents are gone & i have this strong urge to slaughter cambodia who is currently lying on my parents' bed, using their pillows and bolsters and talking on the phone. anyone who can stand that is an idiot. okay byebye.

#LOU