LOUJEANNETAN

Sunday, September 30, 2007
standstill

"these violent delights have violent ends, and in their triumph die, like fire and powder, which, as they kiss, consume"
romeo and juliet, act II scene VI

im dead tired. i was out of the house by 9, studied, reached home at 9. i swear studying tires me out. by 4+ i couldn't even comprehend a single thing. i think shaun almost died trying to explain the stupid maths question. hahahah too bad.

prelims are over, haha and i didn't do well at all yay ! gotten everything back except for english paper one, but im not too optimistic of the situation. but it's okay, it's alright ! i have no intention of going to jc anyway. ~~but on the other hand, im still unsure of my future.~~

from now on, there's daily chem remedial under mrs hoo. i really want to improve my chem you know :( esp since i studied so freaking hard for it. i will improve my chem, physics, amaths, geog & combined ! i will i will ! im so stupid, i need to work hard yay.

you know what, i dont think im making any sense, i should shut up and go sleep.

#LOU

Tuesday, September 25, 2007
maybe someday, i'll realise

hahaha it's been really hard & bad, people have changed & are still changing but thank God for friends like jingjing :] cute or what ! hahah family outings to haato to make it feel like the weekend and a hug & mochi from my korkor are also helping me to get through, hooray.

and boo to the unveiling of the depressing prelim results which begins tmr :(

#LOU

Friday, September 07, 2007
three cheers for misery

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE STUDYING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay so whatever about not blogging, i just needed to destress a little. but i really hate studying, it drains the freaking soul of out perfectly fine people. if you'd ask me, studying 8chapters of chem a day & going for 4hours of maths tuition & studying till 3+ every night & insomnia afterward, not to mention being force fed with brands essence of chicken, is definitely not my idea of an enjoyable life, thankyou very much.

on a brighter note, my mum doesn't seem to care much if i screw up prelims for now. which is comforting, in a way.

okay okay chillllllllllllll lou. i need to be happier, just like this :

yes okay. "so for the next 2 and a half months, farewell my blog, it's been great having you to rant :] i'll leave the lovely pictures of TRC (omg i almost typed TYS, see i've gone nuts studying) to reminisce and watch out, big fat O's ! i'll be waiting to say HELLOOOOOOO to 12th november and by then, i'll be sixteen and legal to make my own decisions ! :]"

#LOU