LOU 06111991 CHOIR CATHOLIC SNAPSHOTS

Friday, July 27, 2007
you're just but a memory waiting to dissolve

"do you want me to watch this alone ?"
"no, i'll mostly be watching you anyway."

AHHHHHHH super sweet right, okay sorry im just suffering from twilight & new moon fever here. although im currently quite annoyed cos EDWARD IS GONE. but he'll be back :] i feel like jing posting quotes to start my post, sigh influence la, good or bad ? uh i dno hahahah.

prelim oral ytd was _____, i dno. it feels screwed up & not hahah, im a self contradictory kid. anyway i'll try my best to work hard ! i need to stop wasting time & annoying myself. RAH.

34 days to preeeeeeeelims,
87 days to big fat o's,
( 103 days to sweeeet sixteeeeeeen :] )
109 days to freedom !

#LOU

Sunday, July 22, 2007
everywhere i see superficial plastered on,

i feel nostalgic, somehow i really miss last year & all the people. oh well, shan't be an emokid.








thanks for everything dear, you know sometimes i really cant do without you (i know you know :I hahah) yup, i love you. oh & if you fall into the sea, i'll definitely save you first hahah.









zhuan ah zhaun jiu zhen de yu jian mr right ! hahahah.
yay we will study hard. but we need to stop eating so much when we study :/thanks for everything heehee, you're da bezzzzzzzz. & i promise to be a happy kid so i can be your friend ! hahaha loveeee.
because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky

i miss you, been far away for far too long


i'll never forget encouragement post-it times and emoing on the floor and all the weird stuff we did.
















sigh im tired, i'll do the rest some other time. i shall go bathe & study amaths now, somehow, trigonometry, circular measure & i dont seem to have much chemistry.

you really make me wonder what your intention behind every move you make is.

#LOU

Friday, July 13, 2007
there's just one heart where there once was two

yay i've survived week 3 ! hooray. my first night study was, hahah, quite a bad experience, thanks to my first ever (& last) $1.50 orange bowl. oh not to mention, i'll probably fail physics, amaths, emaths, geography & basically everything la huh. okay no, i need to be optimistic ! optimints for the optimistic girl.

finally going shopping tmr (: for vocal scores first then to lime flea ! yay. i miss shopping, like not online. really broke though, everyone owes loulou $$ ! hahaha okay.

my korkor's coming back for 2days on monday (: cant wait omg, i totally miss him la !

my other korkor said that he'd disown me if i go to hcjc, sigh stupid pig. he cant live not talking to me one la, hahahaha.

i wonder what im doing at this point of time, i want to let go & hold on at the same time, haha sigh the irony of life. (im not act lit pls leelingjing !)

the sun wont shine since you went away
seems like the rain's falling everyday
there's just one heart where the once was two
that's the way it's gonna be
until i get over you

omg hahah look what lingjing said.

I couldn't let you out of my life ♥ says:
i tell you you better stop listening to until i get over you
I couldn't let you out of my life ♥ says:
its such a sad contagious song

wtf is wrong with letting me decide what time i wish to close my eyes and sleep.

#LOU

Monday, July 09, 2007

i guess i never really realised how fragile life is, or rather never bothered. after all, i'm barely sixteen, i wont die so soon ! yeah right, i might be lying in the hospital tmr for all i know. sigh it's been a bad week, or weekend more like ? so many things happened. i think the worst is how my mum's birthday was a total disaster for her ): fancy getting accused of cheating someone's money.

i think im getting used to my 6-tests weeks, yoho, i failed ss yo. but got 92 for history, hahah how ironic, i think im better off living in the last century. failing doesn't seem to bother me that much anymore, but im still figuring if that's good or bad hahah.

sigh okay, loulou needs to study. studying is healthy. i love my books. tests help me to destress. YAYYY ?

#LOU

Tuesday, July 03, 2007
since your paper heart stopped beating leaving me suddenly alone

i wonder why im even online & blogging when it's hell week & i should be studying ! 2 tests down, seven more to go :l i think the school screws people up, everything's just so disturbing nowadays. oh well, i like school though, at least i get to see the people i love :]

suddenly im wondering if coming online was the right thing to do or not, cos only you are capable of making me so happy & yet so sad.

i love you
i've loved you all along
i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore

hahah nice song (: realised i had it in my pod for a long time, but didn't realise how nice it was until i heard it on yings'

#LOU