LOU 06111991 CHOIR CATHOLIC SNAPSHOTS

Thursday, May 31, 2007
hey, you know i loved you ?

i wish that i had the basic freedom and rights to choose what time i wish to sleep and wake up, and maybe, what i wish to do with my life after o's ? thanks for depriving me of that, you'll never know, someday, i might be influenced to listen to your every word, but for now, keep wishing.

she's pretty, he's sweet
they're a match made in heaven
the pain's worse than slashing myself a million times

we dont even talk anymore, & i really miss those times.

#LOU

Sunday, May 27, 2007
i wish it'd would stop

hahah this week has been quite an emo week, but friday - sunday were great (: better i guess.



POTC III with 3R on friday ! im lazy to type so, this is from yings' blog.

OH! And despite the fact that Lou & I told Lingjing about a week ago that we wanted to watch Pirates yesterday, the fact that we bought tickets together for the show, the fact that all the digital displays outside the theatres were flashing the words "Pirates of the...", this is what happened in the cinema when the show was about to start.

(The scene on the screen depicted some pirates being hanged blablabla)
Jing: Maybe Spiderman will appear!!
Lou & Yings: -_____-
(The scene finishes and the words "Pirates of the Carribean" flash on the screen)
Jing: I want to watch it!!
Lou: Uh we're watching it now.
Jing: Huh we're not watching spiderman ah?
Lou & Yings: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Sigh, to think we thought she was kidding when she talked about Spiderman appearing to save the people from being hanged. Mm had lunch at AMK Hub after that where we started bouncing & subsequently swaying to songs they were playing, hilarious :]

yup then i went home cos it was "eat dinner with your family day" : went to src then raffles city, where i got kind of pissed with my mum sigh. anyway retail therapy made it all fine ! i bought 5 tops & a pair of jeans. hahah quite alot, but hey that's what sales are for ! then in the car my parents started quarelling, again & i got kind of pissed trying to get them to stop sigh.


hahah so anyway njc dance concert last night with cinch holey main & ! we had fun (: hole was indulging in dance heaven hahah, sat with gill & bee too, havent seen them in a long while. bused home in phantom fantasy later on haha, holey was a happy girl.

today was fine, hcjc concert was great, miss lim's solo was :D hahah. everything else didn't proceed as what i would have prefered, but i guess it was fine. happy belated ceecee, i hope you liked the cake & daisies & duck & board ! sorry if it's a little slipshod or so :

there are things i'll regret,
but now im still trying to decide which side you belong to.

#LOU

Monday, May 21, 2007
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#LOU

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i wish i was back to kindergarten and learning my abc's once more, then i wouldn't be here moating over stupid things that i should not even be upset about ! omg i feel so immature now.

[edit] I HATE THIS ! [/edit]

#LOU

Sunday, May 13, 2007
and what makes you think you're not make believe.

okay so, it's all over. Jubilate IV is my last concert with snchoir & my last time, rushing for makeup, checking everyone's choir uniform etc. stressful as it is, i'll miss it. i'll miss snchoir & everything that comes with it, esp miss lim.

okay so we didn't do well, miss lim was highly disappointed, and i guess that made us (the leaders) feel, sort of, incapable. i cant deny we didn't handle the matter in the most mature way possible, but at that time, it just seemed, annoying. & im really glad some people have acknowledged their mistake. even though some people said we didn't deserve the GwH, we all know that we well deserve it for all our sweat & tears.

the next thing i know, i'll be stepping down as SC of our Gold with Honours choir. no matter whether i looked forward to it or dreaded it, i still made my way down the stairs to the chopin room every tuesday & thursday, to teach or shout, be bombarded with critism (both constructive & not), to be happy or upset, satisfied or disappointed. yet now, it's not going to be part of my life anymore. rah rah i should stoping emo-ing on my blog. this is so unhealthy. oh well, my journey as part of snchoir & my responsibility of being its SC is nearing its end. but im happy that the redbadges have brought choir up to that GwH & left a legacy (:

#LOU

Tuesday, May 08, 2007
it's plain & simple, no fancy no frills.

cant you see, i've had enough of all this in your male dominated fantasy. i hate living in this environment when i have to give into you, even when i dont do anything wrong. i hate it that you get to scream and yell at me at your pleasure & take everything out on everyone around you. i hate all this, but i have to live with it. i have to learn to.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home.

#LOU