Monday, March 12, 2007
futile attempts to call your name
okay i think it's kind of an unearthly hour to be blogging (it's 0105am) but im wide awake and yings asked me to blog. so anyway it's the end of term one and yet im still slacking and despite my horrible results, i cant find any motivation to study. i feel like killing myself. but anyway ntu concert was great, despite the little things here & there, we did well in the end. and workshop on saturday was very, encouraging. the fact that we managed to pull through with just 35 people all tired and sleepy really elates me. but still, we have more to work on. im sure choir can do it (:
march holidays are barely existant, i'll be in school at 8 every day (except sunday), how delightful. chem spa tmr, wish me luck !
i should've known that this would happen, that in the end things would turn out this way. i let myself be lifted only to fall my worst, and yet you escape unscathed. i shouldn't have listened to everyone, i should've stayed firm to my decision and beliefs. but it's too late to regret now, because it's all over. the hurt's all done, the pain's all inflicted. now, im just hoping my stellar light would appear soon. but no matter what, thanks for all the happy memories that will last a lifetime. i'll miss you.
#LOU
Sunday, March 04, 2007
yo sexy, call me miss bitchfit
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARM !hello dear, i hope you enjoyed today okay (: and yesterday hahah. you are a pretty and rocking girl, we will work hard tog this year k ! jiayou charm, we can do it ! ai si ni le !i love charm ! and it's her sweet sixteen today :D um okay so charm hole becks & i went out last night, to changing appetites for dinner ! (: it was really fun, with all the swim swam swum (haha inside joke) and the bitchtalk heehee. then we went to esplanade rooftop and holey and i were so amused by these two gays who were making out hahah. sat there and talked for awhile, before becks left and charm's parents brought the three of us to shangri la for ice cream, hahah how filling & fattening.& today ! woke up late, so went for 1045 mass then went to meet
cinch to get charm's cake & then it was off to christ the king for
operation surprise charm ! hahah. we lied to her that the only person who could go out in the recess clique was becks and we went to her church to surprise her :D we're such good friends hahahah. so anyway trained to town & ate swensons ! heehee then walked around cine & went to the food court to steal forks (hahah), anyway i had alot of fun ! i wonder what's in the recess clique that makes me love them so much. if i knew, i would inject it in everyone ! hahah okay im talking rubbish.
okay so anyway this week hasn't exactly been good ? fell sick and all, and didn't have a single day of proper sleep (cinch is going to kill me) hahah. esp friday night, but no matter what, we pulled through & im super glad and in a way relieved. but i know i must continue to stay strong and we will achieve it ultimately ! anyhow, im glad i have such rocking friends. hahah.
it's going to be the last week of term one ! okay last week of play for lou, then it's serious studying alr. anyway i know this week's going to be better (: im looking forward to : tuition with
yings tmr, choir on tuesday, meeting
calista on wednesday,
three rocks outing on thursday, ntu concert and seeing
ceecee on friday, workshop and seeing
ceecee again on saturday, church "reunion" on sunday ! how exciting.
okay 238 days to the big o's, we'll take it one day at a time (:
#LOU