LOUJEANNETAN

Sunday, January 14, 2007
need some time off, from that emotion

okay, so thursday was definitely a bad day.

it's the first time i have broken down because of choir this year. and so badly in fact. and it wasn't because i was like angry that kaile & i, or rather the music comm, had to take individual scoldings on behalf of the choir, but it was more of dissapointment & frustration. the amount of effort we put in, isn't something that people not in our postitions would understand. im not saying that i regret it. but the least we expect is cooperation and response from the rest. we're not saying that the choir didn't put in effort, it's just whether you put in the maximum amount of effort you can, that simple. we're as tired as anyone of you, we go through the same tests, the same long hours of school, tuition and whatnot. but we dont put in less effort because of that. why cant you all just do the same. it's just six hours a week, a quarter of a day. cant you all just put in all your effort for these six hours. you still have another six and three quarters of a day. i really have nothing else to say, im at my wit's very end but i know somehow, we will get through this.

[edit] anyway thanks to those who comforted me, offered me tissues, messaged me to say sorry and all. especially ceecee. once again, i think i would have just died if she wasn't there (haha). dear friends, we can do it, the GwH is ours (: [/edit]

and so it's goodbye to recess everyday until SYF. recess clique )))))))): it has it's advantages though, losing weight, saving money etcetc.

on a lighter note, i just spent this week's allowance on online shopping (: got two tops from wetseal, oh and im getting another bag from bigi. it's red, loud and pretty. hooray.

#LOU

Monday, January 01, 2007
it's just starting, it's not over

happy 2007 :D
i know this will be a good year, cos it's 2007 !
i love SEVEN yay.

okay, things i wish will happen this year :
01 choir to get Gold with Honours for SYF
02 straight A's for O's (which is pushed forward to oct hahah)
03 save at least $30 a week
04 be less bitchy (hahahahah)
05 have faith in myself
06 be a nice girl hahahahah
07 treasure all my friends and the year ahead

thank you all for making my 2006 a really great one, i love you <3

it was just a dream
it was all so surreal
now i would wish it were true
would i ?

#LOU