Monday, January 23, 2006
there's no end to this tiring road
it's only the fourth week of 2006 and im so stressed alr,
having three tests every week without fail.
i guess when i get used to failing or getting c6 then i wont be bothered to stay up everyday to study ?
god i pray that day comes soon.
my parents want me to take music at o's
im seriously not interested, but they think that it would be good for me
cos i want to make it my career in future or whatever.
so im going to take a look at the syllabus first,
but i'll probably still say no.
unless it's REALLY REALLY interesting ( i doubt though )
have been having constant headaches the past few days
hormonal imbalance ? i think it's stress. RAHHHH.
STRESS IS UNHEALTHY, it makes me ugly.
i have this picture of me in p6 on my birthday and my face was like pimple free !
annoying.
oh talk about annoying.
CINCH and i got conned by some asshole in orchad road today.
he stopped us for some survey on CIP ?
then he gave us a pen as a FREE GIFT ( what he siad )
then after sputtering out this whole load of shit so quickly that i din understand what he was saying, he made us pay $2 for the pathetic pen, which is like worth 10cents or something !
cos he was talking so fast, we were in like some state of shock and actually paid him the money !
till the point when he walked away then we were awaken to the realm of reality and were like WHAT THE HELL ?! yes so beware people, if any guy stops you for a survey and gives you a pen, DONT TAKE IT ! even if he says it's a FREE GIFT. asshole.
i miss the people in tasyv. i just miss them. tabby, shy, chintow etc etc etc.
im feeling so miserable now, rahh.
#LOU
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i pray it's not too late
I'm sorry that I hurt you
I took for granted all you gave so freely to me
I prayed it's not too late
To save you from a broken heart
To promise you I'll make a brand new start
happy birthday kevin ? :\
#LOU
Friday, January 13, 2006
i took for granted what you gave so freely to me
getting drenched in the rain for four days in a row really makes you fall sick after all.
oh well, tests began this week alr.
had chinese, which pratically killed everyone, except those highly educated chinese people.
next week will be so much worse, im so not looking forward to it.
so there, my chaotic sec three life officially begins.
my parents expect fab results,
if not i'll prob be forced to quit tas.
and tog with the fantastic system the school has of tests and assignments accounting to fourty percent of the entire year,
there will be even worse consequences if i dont do well.
pure geog is a total torture, im starting to wonder why i actually took it.
but what's done is done, im going to do well in my studies this year !
oh i forgot to mention, im not sitting next to kah anymore ): she went to sit right in front. neither am i sitting in front of choops anymore ): she went to sit all the way at the other end of the classroom, with jiaying. but at least im sitting with yixin, the monitor ! hahahahah. and behind me is si'en and jingwen. yeah so im quite satisfied with it, compared to kah. poor yixin has to suffer sitting next to me :D im going to like break alot of rules ? hahah but she's super nice and funny ! she doesn't care, after all she's the one doing the wrong subj in the wrong lesson ! hahah.
oh well, im awaiting my chance to buy my whole stock of sweets to put under my desk :D yay !
choir audits yesterday were, uh, how should i say ? pathetic ? i helped for the first hour and it was really, uh, not very good. i heard the number who passed was super super little. oh well, we'll see what happens.
ugh, whatever la, bye.
#LOU
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
that feeling you give me
pure geog is pure torture, chinese is super sian, and well, some people keep on pissing me off, and the problem is, they dont even know they are, so they continue !
teachers are mostly fine, except for a few, but nevermind la.
sitting in front of choops is highly amusing, hahah she's really funny.
twopee recess everyday, it's fun la.
choir, the same i guess ? cca fair & registration was quite a sucess i must say, quite alot of people signed up for audits. yay ?
cinch said something to me yesterday. she said that she feels closer to the tasyv people that it seems weird to be around the school people again. it's true, i kind of feel the same way too. somehow, around the tasyv people i dont need to worry about all those "school politics", it's more comfortable. maybe it's cos of the experience i had last year, but i feel more comfortable around the tasyv people than school people ? ah whatever la.
i did something to my stupid ankle yesterday, i was running / skipping to the forum when i slipped on the stupid wet floor and all my weight was put on my ankle which was bent, but today it feels much better alr, so who cares.
speaking of wet floor, it's been raining non stop the past few days, late monsoon ? hahah. i cant stand it, everything's so dreary and boring. i hate going out when it's raining so heavily. it's so inconvenient. rahhhh.
also, i've been dreading coming home. the father is so annoying. like he can get angry and raise his bloody voice for nothing, but the worst thing is he makes stupid comments about people like how they're so "pathetic" and whatnot. fucking annoying okay. cant he spare a thought for other people ? imagine how you'd feel if someone does that to you. bloody hypocrite. even if you're thinking it, you dont necessarily have to say it out right. if not for the fact that i would be thrown out of the house if i said what i thought, you think i wouldn't talk back ? asshole. my mum, well, she suddenly seems so uptight about my academic studies. everyday is tuition tuition and more tuition. and when i talk back, she can nag and harp on it for hours. but at least she's so much better than my bloody father. even my mum and romey thinks he's too much too. uh romey, nothing much to say la, except how annoying he and his girlfriend can be exchanging sweet nothings in front of me. and how she lies on my bed, using my pillow and blanket. like it's not very nice to have a stranger get comfortable on your bed right. ah whatever la. being at home never fails to piss me off nowadays.
tanyingqi; i have faith in you , just do your best and even if you dont get it, it's fine. i love you !
bye.
#LOU
Monday, January 02, 2006
GOH CHINTOW'S "ART"
courtesy of GOH chintow ( the liar ) !
#LOU
back to the beginning
school begins tmr, a new class, new friends, new teachers ( :/ ) and a whole lot of unfamiliar stuff.
as of 03012006, lou is officially a pure geog, ss & elec history, pure chem & phy, a & e maths, english & higher chinese, music at o's ( maybe? ) student studying in secondary three charity.
i have some nice teachers i must say, but some are... how should i say, not so desirable ?
oh well, nothing i can do about it. hahah at least there's kah and choops for company :D
korea was okay, i must say. the food was YUMMY. we ate like so much, i gained quite alot of weight :\ we skiied ( is that how you spell it ? ), um climbed mountains, LAN ! ( hahahah ) alot of shit basically. but i look like shit in the photos, cos i was all wrapped up to protect myself from the -11.3dec temperature, i looked fat ): so im contemplating on whether to upload them hahah.
oh before i forget, the TASYV photos are up. but they're a little mixed up. hahah yes. i love these people, they made my holiday so uh enjoyable hahah. but now im in a horrible dilemma, whether to carry on throughout with TASYV, cos it's going to be weekly practices, and im quite sure i cannot cope with the pressure from my academic grades, snchoir and tasyv all at the same time. cos according to the timetable cinch and i made, the events from the three are all clashing. if i continue, i'd be putting my academic future at stake, but if i dont join, then it'd be such a pity and i'll regret it. someone help me !
oh well, happy new year 2006 !
#LOU