LOUJEANNETAN

Monday, October 31, 2005
this girl's maturing

this entry is for cinch :D
that girl just made me walk to circus and into every bank there, which was so embarrassing haha.
and she heard that sara's DRAWER was having cramps when actually it was sara's JAW. hahahhah so funny.
CINCH. IS. FUNNY.
but lovable, never the less :D
and both of us are not going to jc! we are going to apply for laselle :D
if we can even get in, that is.
but nevermind, cos I LOVE CINCH, even though she goes around telling everyone on my msn that i like a guy. haha SHE ROCKS MY WORLD.
yes, okay, byebye.

#LOU

Saturday, October 29, 2005
the path behind, the footprints left

let me blog about this week, it has been so fufilling :)

wednesday went to kah's house to do props, had a fun time playing murderer and all. got rather pissed here and there, but everything worked out fine :) MURDERER was so fun! :D okay after that went to north point with choops & sarang to buy the little bottles. yupp then on the mrt back to bishan, choops was being so funny! she was jumping in the train hahah. came back home, then went to some new place for dinner. CHOCOLATE FONDUE :D yum!

thursday was amusing? hahah. went to birdpark, but went with kah, choops, sara & cinch! and choops and i got totally drenched to the toe playing at the splash station? actually i wasn't supposed to play, but they wanted to steal choop's towel so i had to be the distraction! haha but it was so fun. and we told everyone choops fell into the flamingo pool and pulled me in, and they believed! haha gullible people :D after school went for the n6 cluster combine choir thing, cinch and i were so disgusted at these two guys from mayflower? EEW hahah. geraldine was there :) but the song's really stupid hahah I JUST LOVE THE LYRICS SO MUCH, REALLY! went back for choir after we finished and it was so horrible! i mean, misslim was so angry! and she took out ascendit alr ): the secthrees are like going to kill us la. hur. i dont understand why some people pon choir just because exams are over, it's so dissapointing. people, please stop ponning choir, if not we can totally forget about olomouc alr.

friday was.. irritating. results were shit, mini drama was screwed, but at least we got third for talent time :) but i must say minidrama was so depressing! we wasted all our effort and money on the backdrop, because we forgot to bring it down. and i didn't get my corrinne may cd back! ): :( ): :( okay, im really sorry if i offended anyone on friday. then after school i realised amanda took my phone home, so had to go to tp mrt to get my phone back. note to self: SLEEP IS DEPISSIFYING.

had theory exam today, it was okay la, left a few blanks here and there but i couldn't be bothered to do anymore after one half hours? yeah so i just handed it up. then went to plaza sing to shop, bought uh.. three fila tops, one elleactive top, one nki drifit shorts, an esprit belt and a file bag :D YAY, my birthday present from my parents haha although i still wanted the windbreaker!

it suddenely occurred to me that i wont be stepping into the container daily anymore. there wont be anymore going to the track toilet bench, and shouting out the gate of carpark26, our rather private icecream van, passing by the smelly peacocks, the turtle pond, the sudden gush of nostalgia is really depressing. i will really miss the container, and all i've gone through this year, be it good or bad. friendships turned sour, and some turned sweet after that. i think i've really grown as a person over this year, im not that same spoilt asshole i was ten months ago. i've learnt to give in more to people and understand what they're going through and put myself into other's shoes. i've realised who i can trust and who i cant. i have made many friends in twopurity05, some of which i can never find elsewhere and i really love all of them, no matter what happened between us.

KAHYEE : HEEHAW :D i will really really miss you if we dont get into the same class next year! thank you for always being there for me :) i will definitely remember all the suanning and the ego and the form sarang and i wrote for you! haha the friend of singa is it? haha! anyway dont be sad i din write you a long message on the postcard, i'll make up for it with a REALLY REALLY LONG one for your birthday! which is coming soon, after mine and sara's haha :D but i thought the drawing on the postcard was really cute :D hahah. you really helped me alot this year! in the sense of maturity and all. but you also made me suan alot and become ego like you hahah! dont you agree? anyway I LOVE YOU :D

SARANG : HELLO YOU! thanks for the LONG but not so long letter :D i expect a thirty page one for my birthday! haha okay joking. thank you for always being there for me and accompanying me! yes, i will always remember all the tau-huaying times after depressing results. and remember to be my publisher for my book of theories okay! and cabbing is healthy right! and all the LOVELY songs like I AM COW AND RIPPY THE GATOR! hahah <3

CHEWPIN : yes, we've got a very amusing and interesting friendship haha. chuwen keeps on saying it's a miracle haha. yes yes, i know A is the best to you! anyway you and kah choosing c4 right? i think im choosing that too. but my grades very lousy la. if we go to the same class, you'll get your food supply again right haha. we should go to the zoo one day, and get wet there too haha. and the prank was so funny. anyway, <3!

CHUWEN : hahah stop talking about you-know-who in public la. after that so embarrassing can! but it's still better than yours haha :D thanks for everything, and i know you loved my letter so much. it was short, sweet and precise. haha yay! <3

okay, that's it for now. the rest will come later okay :D

#LOU

Friday, October 28, 2005

hello! are u okay? why u sound so sad in ur that entry? haha. i know u trust me! but i never backstab u and i trust u! so u shld put down there... except kah. hahahas.
anyway, go check my blog out! (:

LOU LOVES KAH! :D

ps: i didnt want to invade ur blog de but ur gasbk dont like me. ): it doesnt allow me to sign so i've to resort to this. im sorry!

#LOU

Tuesday, October 25, 2005
my lovely state of misery

it's pouring, and im supposed to be in school waiting for choir to start after a long break.
but im actually here at home, trying to hide from the thunder.
my throat and cough are killing me, and some how the rain is coming into the house.
i swear the stomach's out to kill me, and it's really succeeding.
i am the most miserable i have ever been in my entire life:

i have crushes on people who i am not entitled to like at all;
so many things are going on around me and i feel caught in the middle of so many people;
i've been scolded on a daily basis due to some asshole living above me;
i trust people who either dont trust me in return or they backstab me;
my bloody handphone bill is so high and my dad's deducting my allowance for it;
everything just seems to be falling apart;

why does the rain above me sound like oil in a hot pan waiting to burn something?

im going to sleep my misery away.

#LOU

Friday, October 21, 2005
my obsession will lead me to death

A PIZZA HUT A PIZZA HUT
KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN AND A PIZZA HUT
A PIZZA HUT A PIZZA HUT
KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN AND A PIZZA HUT
MCDONALDS MCDONALDS
KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN AND A PIZZA HUT
MCDONALDS MCDONALDS
KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN AND A PIZZA HUT

:D

#LOU

Monday, October 17, 2005
i can't see the light anymore

i did so badly for eoys. so effing badly.
what can i do now, ass.

its not as if im not having it bad enough alr. is it necessary to do all this fucking shit? i detest you to the core, bitch.

i <3333333333333333333 hello panda and nutella like hell.

#LOU

Friday, October 07, 2005
free me from all this misery

some of my cream got into my left eye
its red and yucky and it hurts so much now.

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#LOU