LOU 06111991 CHOIR CATHOLIC SNAPSHOTS

Saturday, April 30, 2005

I LOVE CAM!! SHE RRRRAAAAAWWWWWWWKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSS MY WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOORRRRRRRLLLLLLLLDDDDDD!!

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two different shades, two different kinds

I HATE..
YOU, THE COPYRIGHTER! YOU OUGHT TO BE SENT TO HONOLULU NEVER TO RETURN AGAIN!
YOU, THE KOREAN BRAT! YOU OUGHT TO BE TAUGHT A LESSON ON COMMON COURTESY!
YOU, THE BETRAYER! HOW COULD YOU BRING YOURSELF TO DO SUCH A THING!
YOU, THE PIECE OF SHIT! YOU SHOULD BE FIRED AND GO TO A BOY'S HOME, IMMATURE FREAK!
YOU, THE NAGGER! WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT YOUR POSITION IN THE SCHOOL'S HIERACHY!
YOU, THE HOUSEFISH! YOU BETTER BE PREPARED TO LEARN HOW TO RESPECT YOUR SENIORS!
YOU, THE POOR FOOL! STOP SUCKING UP AND SHOWING OFF, YOU'RE NOT EVEN THAT PRO!
YOU, THE KHOOKHOO! SO WHAT IF YOU'VE GOT IQ, THERE'S NO EQ AT ALL!
YOU, THE IRRITATER! LEARN HOW TO CONTROL YOURSELF, PLEASE!
YOU, THE FICKLEMINDED! MAKE UP YOUR MIND AND STOP HURTING EVERYONE!
;GETLOST!

I LOVE..
YOU, MY CEECEE! ALWAYS CHEERING ME UP :D
YOU, MY YINGS! TOLERATING ALL MY MOOD SWINGS :D
YOU, MY CINCH! EVERYTHING YOU DO :D
YOU, MY KORKOR! FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR ME, YOU'RE THE BEST :D
YOU, MY ONG! EVERYTHING'S FUN WITH YOU :D
YOU, MY LINGJING! BEING CRAZY TOG :D
YOU, MY CAM! FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE :D
YOU, MY BINBIN! MAKING THINGS FUN AND SPECIAL :D
YOU, MY CHOIR CLIQUE! FOR BEING THERE :D
YOU, MY CLASS CLIQUE! FOR HELPING IN EVERYTHING :D
;LOVELOVE!

#LOU

Saturday, April 23, 2005
you cannot insist on the right to choose, without also insisting on the duty to choose well, the duty the choose the truth;

hello :)

i've been feeling so irritated and pissed everyday, and i dont know why. okay so maybe i do but it's a freaking childish reason? ugh. im such s loser, let me tell you what i fcuked up for the past few weeks. i almost died after running my 5rounds. couldn't even breathe. ugh whatever. next i got the class esp lisa into trouble because i din go and ask miss kay about the wahtever makeup lesson the day after the lesson. and then our freaking science experiment just dead refused to work. and clamshit was in pms code the whole week, the first thing he does when he walks into class is scream and shout at us. woohoo i bet the only great one who appreciates that is POOR FOOL aka jiawei. and on tuesday, i was in this horrible mood, choir was like so freaking boring and i couldn't even get the OH SO UNITED alto ones to BOND with our dear sec ones. wednesday we got scolded by miss kwan for not getting our skit ready.and as usual, caipok scolded us for being noise radiators. thursday ran 6rounds before assembly. almost died during assembly had to go up to the specs stand to sit, yes. then orientation after school, my group except for cheryl baoyu and binbin were UHH. i would rather be in cinch's group with cc or ying's group or even ong's group. but binbin was there so it was okay :D almost lost my watch AGAIN. made my korkor late for his play rehearsal, what more can i not do? friday screwed lit test like shit, i forgot the word amiable so i wrote quiet. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. QUIET. ughh and i totally forgot to write that olan was a dutiful wife! AHH. thats like a major point? darn. but anw i was alr prepared to fail. stuffed myself with food during dinner and ended up with a stomachache? then watched the lawyer show and got obsessed with samuel chen! ahh. okay shant go into that. so what else could go wrong? ah hope this week will be better.

oh wells, congrats to modern cance, chinese dance, band, co and eldds for getting syf gold :D dont bother about the honours lah GOLD'S A NICE COLOUR :D

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
rj chorale concert photos :D

HERE :D

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
more heaven than a heart can hold; more damage than a soul would see

ni hao :D

i just felt like coming online today... no idea why though. hmms. feeling kinda depressed these few days i guess. and its all because of you, i guess.. im still sick.. coughing and blowing my nose the whole day. so irritaing ugh. i was like some dirty tissue dispenser or something. yesterday i was a heat radiator. wow what a great combi huh. congragulate me people! ugh.

school today was rather okay i guess, art was... messy but at least i completed my uh pot? it was quite badly joint? as in it wasn't even at all or anything? ah face it, i freaking suck at art. and practically everything else too. yeah. clit was boring, as usual. we kept on laughing when cai pok "scolded" us haha. she scold people funny like shit la. but cos chen jiayu wasn't in school that skinny mouse sud became so fierce :o haha we were like making fun of them. phy lesson was boring too. english... uh okay la. math was hilarious! clemshit came in and started talking a whole load of crap and by the time he said "okay use the remaining time to continue with your map work" the glorious sound of eternity(a.k.a. the end of day bell) rang hoho!

im listening to kelly clarkson now :) i bought the breakaway album when we went for dinner on syf day. it has glorious songs i swear. i love kelly clarkson.

okay im officially going on a freaking diet. taking that korean grain drink really works as a meal supplement. it makes you so full! even though it tastes so freaking horrible, i'll still continue using it to replace lunch. the skinny thighs target.

i proclaim here that i hate you. GOODBYE.

addicted - kelly clarkson
it's like you're a drug
it's like you're a demon i cant face down
it's like i'm stuck
it's like i'm running from you all the time
and i know i let
you have all the power
it's like the only company i seek
is misery all around

it's like you're a leach
sucking the life from me
it's like i cant breathe
without you inside of me
and i know i let you
have all the power
and i realise i'm never gonna
quit you over time

it's like i can't breathe
it's like i can't see anything
nothing but you
i'm addicted to you
it's like i can't think
without you interrupting me
in my thoughts
in my dreams
you've taken over me
it's like i'm not me
it's like i'm not me

it's like i'm lost
it's like i'm giving up slowly
it's like you're a ghost
that's haunting me
leave me alone
and i know these voices in
my head are mine alone
and i know i'll never change my ways
if i don't give you up now

it's like i can't breathe
it's like i can't see anything
nothing but you
i'm addicted to you
it's like i can't think
without you interrupting me
in my thoughts
in my dreams
you've taken over me
it's like i'm not me
it's like i'm not me

i'm hooked on you
i need a fix, i can't take it
just one more hit
i promise i can deal with it
i'll handle it, quit it
just one more time, then that's it
just a little bit more to get me through this

i'm hooked on you
i need a fix, i can't take it
just one more hit
i promise i can deal with it
i'll handle it, quit it
just one more time, then that's it
just a little bit more to get me through this

it's like i can't breathe
it's like i can't see anything
nothing but you
i'm addicted to you
it's like i can't think
without you interrupting me
in my thoughts
in my dreams
you've taken over me
it's like i'm not me
it's like i'm not me

#LOU

Saturday, April 09, 2005
there's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight

was smsing yings last night. and it made me so freaking depressed. whats wrong with me? im such a stupid bitch and my existance does so much harm to the world. i really feel like commiting suicide now. get away from me, im sick both on the outside and inside. I WISH I NEVER GOT TO KNOW YOU.

#LOU

Friday, April 08, 2005
its long been a GOLD WITH HONOURS in my heart

okay its rather outdated but yes as you all know choir got a darling GOLD. the sparkling glittery GOLD. would be lying to say im really satitsfied, yet i would also be lying to say im not. i guess we all knew we could have done much better, and get that FIVE MARKS that would have been able to get us that GOLD WITH HONOURS. but thinking about it, out of the whole ssaa batch on wednesday, none got gold with honours and we're one of the only two that got that GOLD. i dno what made me do it but i just cried when they announced that SN CHOIR was GOLD. i guess it was more of disappointment than joy.. and when i read ying's blog just now my tear ducts just worked again. i've got ultra sensitive tear ducts i guess. really thanks to all the people who comforted me, ceecee yings cinch ong jing ser gil gen bee cherie janis grace sumin bin and everyone else, whether its giving hugs before we sang or when i cried. thanks CEECEE for all the calming before we sang and all the comforting when i cried. even though i started crying everytime i hugged you when i already stopped. still, I LOVE YOU LIKE HELL OF A SHIT LOADS. thanks YINGS for comforting and calling to ask if i was okay. thanks CINCH for putting up with my fcuking horrible attitude about the dinner thing and consoling me and comforting me and whatnot. thanks ONG for being the always cute you and all the flying kisses. thanks JING for the wonderful dinnertime and for consoling/comforting or whatever. thanks cherie and janis for calming when we were just about to go on stage. thanks EVERYONE ELSE for being there. choir's breaking till the 19th will miss it while it lasts. I LOVE SN CHOIR. and as long as we did our best, we'll always be GOLD WITH HONOURS in our hearts. we sailed through the silver sound sea and although it was never easy we made it and reached our ultimate GOLD. nothing us too difficult for us so come 2007 sn choir will rise to be GOLD WITH HONOURS. im going to miss pouring pipagao, it was such a nice job :D im going to miss syf with some of the greatest senoirs one could possibly have. and im really going to miss having to sing with ceecee during syf audits :D i love her :)

cherish what you already have, cos you'll never know when it will disappear..

#LOU