Friday, January 28, 2005
stab a pen in my heart and let the blood slowly flow out
how i wish you would see this and know im talking about you.
the excrutiating pain of just thinking about you is not tolerable. i just hate you so much you fcuking bitch. please get yourslef out of my life. erase all traces of you from my brain. i hate you. i regret so much not to have seen your true colours sooner. but i hope its not too late. i detest you to the core bitch. everyone can see through your poor acting skills man. i was just slow but at least i still got it in the end. I HATE YOU.
im such a lousy idiot. do i deserve the position to console others when i myself need some serious consoling. OH just ask me to shut up. but anyway
yingqijie thanks for talking to me abt it. i kind of feel better letting it out. i love you so so much. you rock my whole brain! love you loads!
#LOU
Thursday, January 27, 2005
shoot me from the back when im so unaware
im being bullied by sushuen and rachel ong EVERY SINGLE DAY. and sushuen is my jie okay! she is so mean to me lah! and to think i put rach as my BEST FRIEND in the form that time lols.
both of them hit my butt 100 times EACH walking from the classroom to the hall. pain until i couldn't sit down properly lah. and i was really crying even though everyone thought i wasn't but i guess it was alright. oh well. at least my butt doesn't hurt anymore : was having gastric during choir cos i had no monnae and time to eat lunch. and sushuen jie wanted to lend me money but time constraint. lols.
I LOVE SUSHUEN JIE! she's the nicest girl in the world. then miss lim asked me why i looked sleepy and she also told yingqi and me that we have to practise harder for sunset and how she was quite happy until she heard it. haha then she asked us why the school's colour became like that haha. oh well i got no mood to blog anymore. kind of sad now. oh wells. shall shoutout first.
YINGQIjie! i love you alot alot alot and thanks for everything and hurry sign the long long entry in my gbk! and i said i wont sign yours till you sign mine so im hurrying you here. haha okay LOVE YEW!
SUSHUENjie! you are mean okay. you always gang up with that rachel ong and bully me! make me so hurt okay! haha no lah. but you two hit my butt until really very pain eh. and i cry also you all dont care :( hahah no lah. yqjie and i purposely went to forum to look for you during cca okay! be happy. and thanks for being so nice during lunch! im so sorry i dirtied your pinafore! sorry sorry! okay I LOVE YOU LOADS even though you dont love me :( and please stop bullying me okay? rubbishy :D
#LOU
Friday, January 21, 2005
my words are cold i dont want them to hurt you
damn monday fell down after school at the peacock enclosure and got an open wound and another weird wound hurt like hell. then wed fell again while walking home and got scratches only (thankfully) on my other leg so now both legs are handicapped haha. ytd had choir then miss lim praised alto one :D yay haha then after that stayed in school and waited for parents cos they were at ptmeeting so i ushered tgt with rach hahah not really usher lah slack. haha then sat at old specs stand and bitched about people ahha then went to drama studio to buy food! damn hungry ahha then got dark so walked to family lounge and chewpin was scared of ghosts! hahah she's so rubbish. then bitched somemore esp about BOBBY. hahha so rubbishy :D then after they finally finished i came home for not even 5minutes changed my clothes and went to the airport to pick gerald korkor up. then came bakc had my dinner at like almost 11? yupp. today was sian-ded. hehs oh wells. dont feel like blogging anymore now..
and cam dear?
i hope you're okay yehh. please dont do anything stupid. please have faith in yourself. no one can help you if you give up on yourself okay.. please?.. iloveyou loads dearrie..
#LOU
Saturday, January 15, 2005
and if you should fall, remeber you almost had it all.
thursday throat was much better but strained it in choir again bleahh but miss lim said i wasn't dead :) hahah i sound so bhb haha i thought i was the dead one she was tlaking about haha. collected ym avril lavigne hamper ytd there are two posters one is the usual one and the other one is bigger than me! as in its so big my wall got not enough space ahhaha. then i have um two cds the under my skin one and the let go one yupp plus a pack of avril postcards and the dont tell me single and the under my skin cd rom/media kit? haha yupp. damn nice hahahah yay :) okay i got no mood to blog anymore so byebye :D
#LOU
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
hello my
loulou
i just blogged fr lingj. haha.
its your turn ! (:
loulouloulou ! so nice to call.
i missed you today.
come back tmrw okay ?
cos
i miss you.
((LOULOULOVER))
#LOU
it's your heart of gold that makes me hold on
din go to school today. well potato queen sushuen and i all din go. its like it was planned or something! haha sushuen and i were like thinking clemmie was going to call us up. actually i was planning to go after sleeping at 10.03 last night but mum told me not to. hahah oh wells. ah i havent collected my avril lavigne hamper yet. mum supp to bring me cos uh i dont know where that place is. haha im back to my habit of rubbishing everyone i see thats not good what happened to rabloop! ahhh help. oh wells haha monday was fine had home ec and uh kept poking myself with the stoopid needle. damn. yesterday was okay.. oh mrs ong is teaching us chem! hahah so rubbish. she's a phy teacher mind you but she's nice lah. then choir was okay.. had abit of sore throat to start with then sing and strain then now liddat lohh cant really talk. : haha having blocked nose and sore throat and a slight fever now. and oh yes. the dizzy spells are horrible. i dont mind having a high fever lah rather than dizzy spells oh they suck. and mum almost made me go to the docs. i hate that place esp the smell haha okok shall go off now byebye! :D
#LOU
Saturday, January 08, 2005
amk dinner photos are up!
here
#LOU
there's so much more to life than living day to day
the first week of 2005 is over yupp and wells its been okay so far. and clemmie still sucks. most of the week has been spent on potatoes. yes
POTATOES. thanks to rachel ong the
potato queen -.- hahah everyone in the school is part of her
potato army. only
sushuen and me are the CLEVER UN POTATOES whom ro threatens to execute almost everyday haha.she likes flushing sushuen down to toilet bowl and throwing her into the pond and also likes whacking me (to death xD) hahah i love poking rachel ong (: went for the amk family service centre the dinner yesterday then they all kept making fun of me say i wear like prom night :( bleahh haha. cca fair today. sucked mans. AND I WAS NOT LATE OKAY. hehs. i tell you the yellow tags are HORRIBLE OKAY. they are so freaking shitty. like a few girls the moment they STEPPED OUT of the music room they just threw their balloons on the floor. and left it there. and when ro and i were pasting stickers there was this girl who SHOUTED AT ME IN THE FACE FOR PASTING A STICKER ON HER. like wtf. shouting to your senior lah. okay fine so im wrong to say she cant shout at me cos im her senior but still cant she have some BASIC manners?! like whats her prob?! so anyway i just diao-ed at her and walked away. and yingqi gave the flyer to this girl and she was like "dont want. throw away lah" then yingqi was like HUH? and that idiot was like "the dustbin's over there" like wtf lah.at least show some bloody respect lah.fuck them you wait and see what i will do to the yellow tags when they join choir okay.JUST WAIT. got scolded by the seniors and felt damn damn bad and was freaking pissed at that bitch until i had no appetite for lunch even though i had gastric pains. and SORRY everyone who i ranted to. especially
yingqi jie! she's the nicest bestest jie ever ((: oh anw something happened to
yingqijie and me hahah i'll see tomorrow first if i want to say haha. and susheun tore a choir sticker! stoopid girl. shall whack her on monday x) oh i just realise me and cc used the same title for our post! oh heck i shall not change it cos she made me type out the lyrics for her. that peeg. haha. oh i took my flower back from amanda on tuesday then during choir she walked pass the bach rm and my bag was there so she took it again and she still has it now lols. and she has this senior who is freaking rude lah -.-" okay i shant talk about bad things anymore. shall do shoutouts now.
YINGQIjie thanks for everything today especially for listening to my ranting over and over again when i was freaking pissed. everyone else would probably have left me alone lolx. we shall be mean to the yellow tags cos they're so freaking rude. if not for you today would be horrible ): cos you're the only one who enjoys walking around like me :) yay let's go and buy socks together! and slap that bitch together as well ahaha and btich more about LT2 and eeeeyer as well! okay ILOVEYEW! :D
RACHELONG hahah potato queen! i havent sewn your belt yet! you horrible lah even an unpotato like me must help you haha lousy! dont be so mean to sushuen and me lah even though we're unpotatoes haha. you whack me so much i think im really going to be squashed soon haha but i love poking you! its so fun haha yay ILOVEYOU even though you're the mean potato queen! x)
SUSHUEN unpotato! hahah you tore my choir sticker! meanie ): haha dont let rachel ong bully you so easily lah haha dont worry i'll poke her for you cos she whacks me so often also haha. we are strong unpotatoes! not like that queen who only has strong arms with loads of fats on them hahahah. oh and you have good taste cos you like pink! haha pink is a nice colour (: and remember not to walk near the pond okay! LOVEYOU!
#LOU
Monday, January 03, 2005
slept soundly through the lonesome dark
first day of sectwo.. its weird..
i havent adjusted to the fact that im sectwo yet.
oh wells and i still dislike clammy.
he's so bian tai.
and he asked us to congratulate him for getting married?!
like uh huh.hahahah
loads of talks and that kind of stuff?hahah lolx
so anyway amanda chew stole my flower :( hahha
OH i passed my grade 6 piano!hahah i got merit!
yay was expecting a fail or pass only lohhh hahha YAY (:
choir tomorrow.wonder how it'll turn out.
and cca fair's on saturday..hmms.
i feel weird.oh wells.
wanted to change my layout but tagboard's down so i cant get my code damn.
oh and i still think susheun looks like camelia lohh.
hahahha shall go and finish cam's letter now.
BYE ((:
#LOU