Thursday, December 30, 2004
her heart is filled with broken wings
new year resolutions for 2005
I - pay attention in class
II - complete all homework and hand in on time
III - do self study at home
IV - do not sleep in class
V - do not sms in class as much as possible
VI - do not be such a selfish bitch
VII - get into three science at the end of the year(threecharity's the best :D)
VIII - be a subj leader of any nice subj (no art no chinese! no clit and so on)
VIIII (or is it VIV? haha) - be a good asl in choir! (see only 1 for choir! haha)
well another year has passed..so quickly..i must say i've been a bad girl this year.oh wells and i have gotten what i deserve.two purity is container.its small hoho and it has SEVEN choir people! :)) yay seven ahhahah. and clammy sucks thank you so much.
okay..byebye for now!
#LOU
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
just deserts
im in two purity 2005. i dont know why but im not happy about it.
no offence but i always never liked 2purity..no idea why but...
its like alot of 1cee people stayed in charity and im
demoted to purity.
it's the 8th class!like 4th from the back.
maybe this is showing my incapability.a still remember what zeslene said last year when psle results were out.."your higher chinese merit ah?means you got no standard lah..."
maybe its true..oh wells.its my just deserts.
serve me right for sleeping in class not doing my hw not studying for tests and exams until hopelessly last minutes.
i promise myself i will study hard and be in 3charity 2006.
#LOU
Monday, December 27, 2004
rejoice
the lord is great
he has saved me from all the trauma of tidal waves
or even death..
alot of the places attacked by the tidal waves were where my parents wanted to go for holiday..
and well the power of the lord.
hehs choir was horrible.jap song was taken out and sec1 attendance made miss lim...
pissed.like hell.
and now she's thinking of kicking
ALL the sec1s out of syf..
that's so not good.its like i tried my best not to miss..
i even went for practise on my piano exam day.what more do you expect?
maybe im not capable enough..
i was out of sorts during choir today.and i myself din pay attention during sectionals and im supposed to be encouraging the section to pay attention and participate.
i think they should like kick me out or something.HEHS.
mum talked to uncle ernest after ytd's responsorial..
and they're trying to get wong susan to give me voice training.
WONG SUSAN.she's like hoho pro.
its a previlege to train under her.but somehow im not that excited about it...
not that i dont want it..but usually i'll be like all worked up and stuff...
this time its totally different hehs.
i dno whats wrong with me.
i seriously need soul searching...
someone help me
#LOU
Sunday, December 26, 2004
the race is all about believing in yourself
hohoho
happy merry chrissie!!
hope you enjoyed your chrissie!unlike me...lolx.
anyway recap((:
tuesday uh..stayed at home and printed chrissie cards but til now still havent written them oh wells hhaha.
wednesday went for cip.had to clean cupboards where there were alot of creepy crawlies : haha then went to longhouse to eat then uh rushed to salvation army for ol concert.. only to find out i was like freaking freaking early so sat there and stoned..talked to xiaowei for awhile on the phone but still stoned for a long while lols.then when they finally came we got tics and went in.they really improved alot.yupp although had quite alot of sharp and flat parts but i felt really satisfied?no lah more touched i guess?i dno..then went to j8 and stoned..and then sent tofu home..yupp.came home watched lotr rotk extended.then din dare to sleep cos there was this lizard in my room.finally slept at about....uh 3?hahah yehh.
thursday had tuition then rushed to j8 to meet yingqi and lingjing for thee rocks outing haha walked awhile then came back to my house and laughed stoned and alot of shit ahahha.oh yeah!ate lunch at pasta mania and yingqi was a naughty girl she din finish her food hahah.then waited with leelingjing at the bus stop for her 156 then came home and did my pressies hahah lol.stayed up again doing pressies..
friday met
leelingjing at j8 again boring place then went to buy **** for presents for choir secones hahah walked up and down so many times so tiring.both of us walk until cannot walk le haha from b1 to lvl4 back to b1 then to lvl4 again hahaha.so spastic hahaha then came home and angie jiejie came over without sniky so went with her and fpt back to BUKIT BATOK to get sniky hahaha.then came back did the **** then ate and stuff lah angie jiejie stayed over that night also..opened presents at 12+ while watching nightmare before christmas hahah not scary one.
saturday aka chrissie was feeling depressed the whole day.mans im like so pessimistic hehs.went to morning mass at st mikes then came back and ate damn little also..hehs.slept for 3 half hours and then woke up and people started coming..ate damn little for dinner also then took a walk with sniky down the road alone..there was this girl about 16?she was pacing up and down the road having a lovers' tiff ahhaha she was shouting at the top of her voice ahhaha lovers' tiff on chrissie..hahah how depressing.lolx.then drank quite alot of wine?which was non alcoholic.cos my dad din allow me to drink alcohol one cos i already did on chrissie eve lols.
today doing response today.feeling depressed again i dno why... maybe its just my mood swings hehs.there's choir tomorrow.looking forward to getting out of the house lols.
if i ain't got you
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what’s within
And I’ve been there before
But that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, Yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, yeah
If I ain’t got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby
#LOU
Monday, December 20, 2004
how can i resist you
just came back from raffles city with parents.
shopped got quite alot of stuff..
still got about 11more out of 21 to go
yay.
taken from yingqi's blog:
im feeling slack. ((: not that its very good. i have tons of homework and yet im rotting in front of the comp. its not good yingqi, its not good- shakes head. highly doubt i'll be doing the damn shui hu zhuan. it sucks.
taken from louisa's blog(mostly copyright yingqi xD ) :
im feeling super slack. ((: not that its very good. i have all my homework to do and yet im rotting in front of the comp. its not good at all lou, its not good- shakes head vigorously. im 100% sure i'll not be doing the damn shui hu zhuan. it sucks.
tuition later maybe i'll do shui hu zhuan there(: yay!
byebye((:
#LOU
this friendship's made me a stronger person
lou!
((:
haha.
im just here to say
I NEED MY NEW LAYOUT!
haha.
and
I NEED TO SEE YOU AND LINGJ!
three rocks rock!
ily (:
((YINGQI))
#LOU
Sunday, December 19, 2004
to see the sights that we missed
haha havent blogged for abt a week haha
so..uh..recap!!! (:
tuesday went ice skating with cc bin and weix
we were playing daidi in the mrt and there was this guy who was like commenting on our every move
and he was saying like how much we supported the idea of having singapore's casino and it was some public display or smth?!
and he got off at WOODLANDS.its the same place where the little girl who was making weird noises and staring at us the last time we took the train to jurong east got off.whoa we must have something with woodlands mrt mans.haha
then got to the rink and saw loads of people.really pro ones really vulgar ones really show-off ones
really really obscene ones and well the rest were just usual i guess..
poor cc fell three times and got this horrible wound on her knee plus this blister?i got nothing(: yay.haha and i din fall at all!even when i knocked into that girl like head straight both of us din fall haha!
then we left cos they wanted to go orchad so took 105
then they got down at orchad and i din cos i had this curfew(dad was mad.hehs.) and sat on the bus for like 1 half hrs oh my god i almost died.haha.
wed went for cip..
uh did the stupid handicraft had to sweep and mop oh my god.then fed them and uh came home..yehh
thursday had choral workshop with tkgs ij-tp and east springs..horrible lohh
we were the worst school out of all and miss lim said she would have to take out one song if we din jiayou..
alto one was soft as usual hehs.got lectured by miss lim...
then aft that LEELINGJING came over to my house ahhaa
played and laughed and talked and i cooked lunch for her!hahha.
then walked her to bus stop and she missed her 156 haha.
friday just stayed at home and slacked ahhaha watched pd2 and incredibles
cos my mum bought the dvds from batam on thurs ahah
ytd went to west coast cc to do cip haha
met xiaowei and yiling at j8 then went to mos to eat..
was talking and then
ihgwbkjebgaiebtxwuhiuwgn was there
left and took mrt to jurong east and thent o clementi the took 78 and then changed to 282
finally reached there late but they still said we were early!hhaha yay.
damn slack and nice
we even had free food!!me and xw went mad((:
then mum and dad came to pick me and xw cos her dad was going to fetch her from my house haha sniky and zakee were in the car as well(:
then at night watched polar express ahha
haha today woke up at uh..11.15?
haha singing responsorial later HEHS.
oh yeah!dad bought a 6foot fibre optic tree!damn nice just put it up haha yay(:
which reminds me i have tons of christmas shopping BLEAHH.
haha oh wells.byebye :)
#LOU
Monday, December 13, 2004
celebrate the brilliance
went out with camelia today
oh my god she was freaking late so i walked here and there at dhoby ghaut and finally decided to take nel to boon keng then take back hahah waste of time only
then we went to plaza sing to find her test tubes and my wires
cannot find so we went to heeren and then to toa payoh then ang mo kio
i finally got my wires at the shop near jubilee
toa payoh was redundant that peeg made me walk and walk only to find nothing-.-
then we went to compass point and met tofu
cos camelia was desperate for test tubes and i asked the cashier person if they sold and she was like
"test tubes?what you talking about?you mean prenancy test kit is it?"
oh my god everyone was staring lah.
its so stupid lah then we finally got her test tubes at guardian
so i went home cos i thought i had tuition but in the end it was cancelled haha
slacked watched tv then now talking on the phone with cam haha
anyway tomorrow going ice skating with chocs then friday going zoo with chocs
yay good night!
thank for being that hypocritical bitch in my life.after all the hurt you did to me i feel that you are not worth forgiving..i feel like im betraying myself when i have to act in front of you.okay maybe this is all my fault.everything is my fault.fine for the sake of my one in the first million i shall forgive you..please stop hurting me anymore.thank you.
#LOU
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
thanks for acting like you cared
my piano exam ytd
flunk flunk flunk
okay nvmind bout that
the oil rig performance was funny!
hahaha crapped with cc on how the oil rig looked like a
camel on a hippo hahaha
first thing lingjing and i dashed for during dinner was the coke cans!(:
haha and i was the best can crusher!
and soon everyone tried snatching my job from me!
bleahh haha.
back in school we were screaming our heads off at cockroaches!ewewew.
hahaha then came bakc home and watched america's nxt top model!
almost fell aslp mans damn tired
slept at about 12 woke up at abt 1pm today? haha
at least im better than camelia!she woke up at 2pm okay!
and she slept earlier somemore!
hahaha but she's sick and she just got back from bangkok so i cant blame her haha!
i cant believe you are so hypocritical.to think i was so stupid to not believe other people when they told me.until i saw it for myself.those things you did they totally made me lose all faith and trust in you.but maybe it's for the better.hope you dont come sticking to me when no one else bothers about you.even if you do i wont be moved by you.thank you for not believing in me.but now i swear i'll prove you wrong.
#LOU
Saturday, December 04, 2004
and then if you can remember
leelingjing tanyingqi and camelia are all on holiday
and i am stuck here in boring old singapore rotting
like the tags on my board all like from the airport!
my korkor is going to bangkok next week also BLEAHH
everyone's going on holiday!
bleahh
why the heck are you so rude you totally have no etiquette sense at all lah wtf you are so lucky i wasn't like up there if not you would have been slapped thanks for making me feel embarrassed and you were not even remorseful whatever to think i trusted you almost fifty bucks was wasted on you to see you were not even grateful or anything whatever i hate you mans i hate you more than anything in the world
#LOU
Thursday, December 02, 2004
no sleep until im done with finding the answer
going to the slo concert with weix later..
the parents are going but sitting away from us haha
anyways TAUFIK WON!!all hail taufik!
whoooo!((: but its so unfair that that
sylvester sim gets the same prize lohh
i mean after all the title of singapore idol is diff from singapore idol
runner up
so the prize should be different
and what's that all about sylvester will be a bigger thing in the market??
like please lah get some class for yourself and see who's the talented one lah
like he cant sing for nuts.he's freaking airy and flat.and his pronounciation is so horrible!i almost puked with my brother when we were listening to him ytd lah.whatever.
actually the reason i came to blog today is to rant about how
CAMELIA LEFT ME ALONE IN SINGAPORE AND WENT TO BANGKOK FOR HOLIDAY!!!
she's so mean okay!i stayed up till 2.37 last night cos of her lohh i dno why also haha.
but that's beside the point she's the meanest person i have ever met!
just too bad for me she's my one in the first million so i have to give in to her haha.
okay time to bathe byebye((:
break away
Grew up in a small town,
And when the rain would fall down,
I'd just stare out my window.
Dreaming of what could be,
And if I'd end up happy,
I would pray.
Try hard to reach out,
But when I tried to speak out,
Felt like no-one could hear me.
Wanted to belong here,
But something felt so wrong here.
So I'd pray,I could break away.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Wanna feel the warm breeze,
Sleep under a palm tree,
Feel the rush of the ocean,
Get onboard a fast train,
Travel on a jetplane,
Faraway, and break away.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky,
And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Buildings with a 100 floors,
Swinging around revolving doors,
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me.
But I gotta keep moving on moving on,
Fly away, break away.
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
Though its not easy to tell you goodbye.
Gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget the place I come from.
I've gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Break away, break away.
#LOU