Tuesday, August 24, 2004
money goes for a worth
im really gg on a strike this time
my marks are so unsatisfactory
im nt gna blog till the sept hols
so b4 i go for the anti blogg strike
i'll do a few shoutouts(:
yingqijie!ur bdae's in 2hours and 15minutes!whoot.seeyou in school tomorrow(:shall make this short and sweeet!thanks fr always being there for me!frm spamming my tagboard to taking care of me when im nt feeling well(esp during choir)I LOVE YOU!!!u will enjoy tomorrow(:
weixinjie!oh wells was just looking at the photo of the four of us on my desktop.can't imagine what it'd be like without you around anymore!im gna miss you soso much.altho we'd still see in church but its different.anw thanks fr always supporting me in wdv i do!and bearing with my incessant complains:but i'll always support u too(: i love you ALOTALOTALOT.i promise i'll hang on fr ur skae(:i won't give up no matter hw tough it is.i'll never ever ever ever forget u.and u din kp our deal.so u have to go and sign a LONG entry in my guestbk NOW!and since i won't be blogging till sept hols i prob won't be able to wish u happie birthday on my blog on time!so HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE!!!
cc my fat milkchoc! ILOVEYOUALOTALOTALOT!!!!!! haha.thanks for always cheering me up(: i knw im constantly depressed.but u always seem to be able to cheer me up(: and i still can't believe that u were so gullible to believe i lost ur nametag!but isnt tt gd.it made u find ur old one!haha.crazy milk chocolate who sits seductively!hahaha.pok u.i want my chocolate!haha.loveyou fat!
hanbin the mooing orange chocolate! boo. u look qt sulky these few days... oh wells.and u dint wna stand nxt to me in choir today!pok u.but i feel so weird!im the ONLY alto1 in the first row??!hahas.oh and thanks for the re frozen and remelted flattened timout bar today!in exchange for such a cute lollipop.(which was act given by yingqi.haha.she had better not see this)okay nvm love you dear CHIOBU(:
okay im done for today! cya when i next come on(to blogger)haha(:
#LOU
fanfare:|
today was weird?
hehs.nth much larh
gt back hist n math test
flunkedflunkedflunked
but who cares
so anw
choir was urgh
they announced the sectional helpers?
okok so
sop1:quanquan
sop2:gillian
alto1:
alto2:jiaming&eugenia?
i knw alto2 is weird
nw eugenia has to learn sop1 and alto2?
whoa.mass difference
okay
fanfare is so....horrible
so clashy
and i gt real scared and stuff during sectionals
so yehh.
okay shall go and eat now.
and to certain pple:im sorry my time on earth is not up yet.and i dont wish to kill myself.i wna die peacefully.so if u want me to die earlier.i dare you to come to murder me!:p
#LOU
Sunday, August 22, 2004
maybe..
maybe you should to
each of us has our own bad points
but shuddent friends accept each other for hu they are
each time a quarrel comes up
each of us starts to see the other's bad points
maybe its in an anger fit
maybe its what the person relle thinks
im sorry if i did anything to hurt you
but i cant help it
maybe i used to like you
that why i kept on
or maybe i relle did give in alot
maybe if we really didn't care about each other
we wudn even be going to each other's blogs
maybe im in the wrong
maybe u are
but each of us are blinded by smth
tt makes us think the other's wrong
i'll go do some soul searching
maybe you should too
and if we both think that we cant stand it anymore
then what's the point on harping on this matter
if there's no positive outcome
maybe this is an apology
maybe not
im overcome w smth that doesn't want me to apologise
but there's smth repelling it which makes me want to continue this friendship
i don't knw bout you
if u dun wna continue the friendship then wads the point of us backstabbing each other
we went thru so much to get this friendship
and there was one point in time when i felt that u were the only person i could trust
i'll just let nature take its course
if its meant to continue then continue
if its not then so be it.
but no matter what.
i promise that if u nd any help
i'll always be an sms/call away.
and i hope u'll be there for me too.
xoxo,me.
#LOU
i want the life you think i have
hahas.the links abit diff to see
and the scrollbar damn ugly
but bear w it yeah
cos i spent alot of time w the tagboard
smth wrong w the code lah
newae
doing response later
surely will shiverr agn
like oh shit.
but today's is freaking easy!
yay.
damn short also(:
oh wells.
shall go and bathe noww!!
oh yar.chem test this friday
shitt.
#LOU
Saturday, August 21, 2004
remember the days...
weixjie. i promise i won't give up.i don't want you to go.i love you alotalot-hug-
#LOU
Friday, August 20, 2004
i simply remember my favourite things
and then i don't feel so bad.
im finally here.and chill bout u-knw-hu one yehhs.lurveyoo marmpok!
well im here to blog at command of lingjing and marmii pok
ohwells.alot of things happening recently.
but unfortunately
everything seems to be bad
i don't knw y im starting to see all yr bad points only now.and even if so y am i being so calculative over it?but nver the less don't carry the thought that i'd give into you jus bcos u look pitiful.bear in mind even if i have to live alone with no one else to talk to with no more friends rest assured i won't.so just give it up okay.
great im like getting scolded over and over agn cos my grades are like so slipping.
i almost failed my chinese!!!how could i!
and well some choir people are making me feel so unwelcome
but i won't give up.
i'll stay strong just as i promised you i would.
weixjiei promise i'll do it for you.i won't give up.thanks for being there to comfort me last nite.it relle helped alot.no matter hw distant we are i'll still rmb you.loveyouloads!
hanbin!hahas. thanks dearr for the strawberry jelly that miraculously melted!it was relle relle nice.but u din have to go to tt extent crazy pok.oh wells.iloveyou!!!orange chocolate!
cc heyy dearr.thanks loads for taking 76 w me today yehhs.but im so sorry if smth that made u upset happened cos of it.and im relle relle sorry bout yr nametag tt thing oso yehh.u've been doing so much for me and cheering me up always.i rell app it.smtimes i feel kinda of bad when im nt able to help.please cheerup kaes.and ure not fat lah.takecare loads.i really love you alotalot.
#LOU
Monday, August 16, 2004
im so irresistable!
-beams.
lingjingmypeeegierocksmyworldhellloads!
--posted by the always fat bimbotic saxy chio hot sassay peeeggie LEELINGJING
#LOU
Sunday, August 15, 2004
the tears in my eyes are making me fall down on my knees
so i shall put it here and hope that u'll read it.
i cant say how much i'm missing you and how much i don't want you to leave.i love you so much jie!i'll never forget you.i promise.
loving you always,
lou mei
#LOU
thats what friends are for..
but as far as im concerned
im glad i got the chance to say
that i do believe i love you
and if i should ever go away
well then close your eyes and try
to feel the way we do today
and then if you can remember
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me
for sure
thats what friends are for
for good times and bad times
i'll be on your side forever more
thats what friends are for
i never thought i'd feel this way
well you came and opened me
and now there's so much more i see
and so by the way i thank you
and then for the times when we're apart
well then close your eyes and know
these words are coming from my heart
and then if 'you can remember
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me
for sure
thats what friends are for
for good times and bad times
i'll be on your side forever more
thats what friends are for
we love you
i love you you love me
we are one big family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
won't you say you love me too!
farewell's over...already...pics are up
oh wells.din do much before friday
was mugging for the damn chinese test
which most likely i'll fail
-crosses fingers-
so friday nite stayed up till damn late rushing all the tiny card stuffs out.
was freaking tired.
okay nvm.
satsatsatsatsat
went for cip at like 9.15
yehh finished abt 10.45 den went stright to sch
carrying so many bags
oh i forgot to bring so many things!
ribbons lighter letters blahblahblah
so anyway shall start
went chopin at 12.10?
den had til 12.30 to settle down.
then learnt the modified always be one song.
stood w cc n hb
prob the last time we'll get to sit tgt to learn songs...
oh wells.jus a small sacrifice fr choir i guess
okokok.stop straying from the subj!
den wento forum and handed in the exchange gifts thing
aft tt wento play games
i was in grp 8!
fr sum reason grp 5 only had jassy cc and weix
so cc n weix joined our grp
hahahs.den the track thing was so pathetic
cc n i were observing the wrong things
we were counting the number of TREES.
hahas.got 2 right only.
wadeva lah.
den scavenger hunt
damn lame lorh
me n cc kept on straying..
hahhas.for the orange comb thing
weix coloured a white comb orange
den yahui had a pic of a barbie doll in hr hp
and then there was this obstacle course thing
it was grp7 against grp8
me against natchang
and den they explained the course thing
we had to carry all the things from the scavenger hunt thruout the course
and we scissors paper stoned to see who got the choose the course they wanted
and i think nat was kinda happy when i chose the one that seemed more difficult but was act easy hahas.
and i won!harhar.
the stupid yellow handle thing i anyhw count one
and the net thing
i was so scared i couldn squeeze through
hahahas.but anyway
i feel satisfied
okay nvm.
den aft tt had poisonball
hit qiqian but sumhw she was still dry
wadeva lah.was dry
then the basketball thing
i got freaking wet
got splashed 3times
and i-knw-who-they-are.
hahhas.but anyway.
then aft tt took exchange pressies
i got rachel ong's one
and siyun got mine!
hahas.
den wento change to bimbotic clothes
hahas.lingjing was so -mouth drop-
hahhahas.sexy gurl.
debra and nicole were like damn chio!
okay nvm.then watched videos
cc's grp's was damn nice
was like done by a pro or smth
den aft the videos.urm.
dinner.yeh din eat much.
was having gastric
bleah.
okay nvm then was items.
cc's grp yingqi's grp grace's grp hanbin's grp and then our grp
our item was qt...weird
and the song like omg i cuddn hold any notes at all lorh
i was like panting and panting..
so sorrry...
den was the we love you candle thing
i was getting kinda pissed w sumone.
like she was so fucking irritating.
ergh.nvm
the wind kept blowing the flames out
but when we showed the sec4s
the we and u went out aft sumtime
but the heart lasted
damn nice.
den secs fours did they're thing
den halfway this spoilsport tcher came and chased us away.
fuck her.oh wells.
den had the cert giving
and comm presents
den gifts.
u knw wad?for grad day
i spent a total of $123.40
like WOW.im freaking broke now
yep.then had the altoONE cake thing
was kinda...i dno?
anw walkd round the track w weix hanbin cc!altho we should haave walked.not run.sang oh happy day and as fair as morn relle out of tune.haha.damn fun.and hb n cc had this thing abt being in the center-.-poks.oh wells.was over so fast.
CC.i want my chocolate!!!hahas.i wna cut myself in half so i can stand w both of you in choir!loveyou milkchocolaterock!
hanbin.get your sense of colour back soon!u were chio ytd!loveyou loads!
weix.real sorrie you din get to eat the altoone cake..and your present!real sorry k.i promise i'll finish it soon.loveyou jie!
well farewell's over.the fact that the secfours won't be around in choir anymore cant sink into me.i can't accept this fact.its only been about 8months.but there's this special bond that choir gives.and nothing can replace it.
choir is my life.my everything.
#LOU
Monday, August 09, 2004
Makes me wanna turn around
and face me but I don't know nothing
bout love
until now i still haven gotten ANY grad gifts
and written any letters to the secfours.
what the heck is wrong with me?
tell me gurl
since when have you cared about me
my existance was jus materialistic
u never regarded me as someone u trusted
i put my trust in the wrong person
i gave up so much for you
yet you betryed my trust
u are the only person i act gave into so often
yet you never ever appreciated anything i've done for you.
who's the spoilt one now heh?
trust me
i will stop giving in to you.
i will.
#LOU
Sunday, August 08, 2004
and if you said
this life aint good enough
i love you too my most expensive and rich and bestest ever milk chocolate rock!!!
lixuan!>.< hahas.lets do summore henna!but i cant buy anymore((:hahas.had funn w u dat day(:hahas.u crazee but pretty woman!and don't worry k!i promise i'll get ur prezzie in time(:loveyou!enjoy ur hols n make sure u miss me.shall make faces from the specs stand on wed agn.hahas.funn!
yingqijie! no matter what happens we'll always be as close as always k!thanks a ton for being there for me whenever i need help.ur bdae's coming soon and i knw wad im supposed to do(:loveyou mydearrjie!
lingjingg! thanks so much peeeeggie.yupps.at least there's sumwan i can pour out all my troubles to n reveal all my secrets!u're jus simply great!iloveyouu!and everyone says our item is so cute.-pukes.hahas.lets do our best kae!we rock.(:
i want chiobu and milkchoc back in alto one!there's no point in staying here if u are not with me...
#LOU
Saturday, August 07, 2004
chocolate!
so be honoured.hahas.
this shall be a chocolatey post!(:
so anw i shall not blog much.
jus this.
ilove cc milkchocolaterock more than anything that has ever touched the earth!
im craving for chocolates!
#LOU
Monday, August 02, 2004
strike.
ive been slackinggg so much this yr
n my grades are fcuking LOW.
i have tons of work to do n yet im bloghopping
and doing everything except my work
i shall punish myself n nt come online for the next two weeks
or at least a week
unless meant for homework
n even if i come on
i won't log on to msn
or go to any blogs.
i consider this a light punishment for the past seven months of procrastination.
peace out.
oh yes i forgot to mention
im fcuking pissed with you!
its a pot calling the kettle black situation
i've given in to you so many times already
yet u nvvr once appreciated it!
i can't take it anymore.
get lost.
#LOU