Saturday, July 31, 2004
pms-ing.kind of.
kinda confusing n saddening n stuff.
dun feel like tokking bout it nw
anw flunked my dnt
hu cares lah.
but my oral was good!i think.
mrs chan said i have good diction!wahahas.
went out today aft coming back from the science exibition thing.
w my parents supp to go n change my earrings only
cos my mum bot this one which din fit me.
den we went to buy me a watch!
then i was like "i like this.but it looks familiar!i think sumwan i knw has it!"
guess hu.i think its cc who has tt watch.
so i bot another one.in the end bot 3!
hahas.my dad paid.
then went to goldheart
aft a longlonglong while finally got this white gold n diamond earrings
tt im wearing nw(:
costs $588!
my mum paid.hahas.
den wento buy my temporary pencil case.
but my parents dun knw its temp.(x
i guess im just tt spoilt.
then wento ntuc n bot LOADS of things yepp.
then came home.
and sniky dearr is here!
shall go n eat my dinner nw(:
-beams-
#LOU
Monday, July 26, 2004
get a damnit life.
can u all stop being such irresponsible freaks!
its ONLY $15 dollars u have to pay
but since all of u arent paying
its a total of TWOHUNDREDANDTEN dollars
minusing those hu have already paid.
its not smth i can afford
so can u just PAYUP?!
so anw.
mass was FUN ytd
fr gerard was sho cute!!!
lalalas.
n the altar boys too-raises eyebrows-
and i sang this horrible long solo thing
i was forced to cos i said i rather sing solo than say opening prayer
i dint knw there was a solo part on tt day!
then i stoopidstoopid must do larh.
-poof.
ok back to fr gerard
he was so cute n funny!
so much better than
okay nvm.
my point==fr gerard was so cute and sumone missed out on it!>.
hahas.
oops.did i say smth wrong?
hahas.
#LOU
Thursday, July 22, 2004
major depression.
jus when everything seemed to be gg well
or rather jus when i had TOTALLY settled down in altowan
miss lim decides to RE-audit the WHOLE choir
and i have this sick feeling tt im gna be transferred to sop!
no....i need to stay in altowan
if nt i will suffer frm major depression n starting biting my tongue when i slp
which is already happening o.0
or rather i wna go where my friends go!
or where mie alwaes nice seniors go!
nice seniors as in cc n hb etc
whie must this ALWAYS happen?!
in primary sch
when i first settled dwn in alto
they just HAD to move me to soptwo
and make me the damnit
nw its the same thing!
besides the sl part
which is good
cos sl=nitemare of a lifetime o.0
life is unfair
injustice prevails.
i feel like breaking down now.
aiyah
even if i continue whining
i will stil have to go if i have to go
so i mite as well jus take things in my stride
but no matter what
altowan will always be the BEST section to me
yeh!okay anw..
cc!!!thanks fr consoling me when i cried today.i guess i jus cuddent stand the feeling of being moved away just after i settled down.relle appreciate everything.yepps.thanks a ton dear!lurffyooloads~
hanbin!!!yehh.relle thanks a load!hopefully all of us wuddn need to change.but i guess its highly impossible=\but no matter what we'll always stay as close yehh?lurveyootrucks~
lixuan aka crazee woman!!!heyhey!i relle gt no more $$ to buy u back a pressie so can i replace it with a letter first?i promise i'll buy u one when i have the $$.thanks a mill for being the forever crazee you!enjoyed the soaking our shirts in filthy water n bathing over n over agn and all ur crazee ideas!o.0 ilutons~
yingqijieyoo peeg!get well asap kaes!and im serious.if i see yoo in sch tomms i'll slap u!u better rest well yehhs!n nvm bout the class tee number lah.i gt someone to do it fr me liaos(:tc loads dearr!
and to everyone else in choir--
thankyou so much!lurveya all!(:
#LOU
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
had orientation today!
omg it was so GREAT lah!
okay but im rushing off to do mie lit nw.
which btw is already overdue=hahas
shall post soon okay!
but bfor i go i jus wna say tt this wk is relle great!
as in last wed to tml
or rather last thurs to this thurs
i think its like the happiest week in my entire life so far(:
serious(:
okay i shant go on to say why.
but relle it is(:
okay
last thing to do!
weixinjie!relle thanks a mill fr sending me home today(:and thanks for the handful of flour.and fr carrying me(altho somewhat weirdly).anws jus wna wish u the best of luck fr all your tests!(altho u like won't see this till dno when?)ilu loads n loads!tc jiejie(:
oh yes.cut mie hair ytd.i think i look like a chestnut now.ergh.
#LOU
Sunday, July 18, 2004
bish~
when i haven even started on mie lit assignment.oops.
lalalas.
anws
jus came back from compassheights
mie familyfren's hse or smth
wanted to go n see xiaowei
but figured mie parents wun allw.
ohwells.
sumtimes i also wonder
why do i even bother to do the classtee design
when ppl who don't even bother to take e effort n time to do it see it don't like it step on it n throw it at the back of the class.
its jus a waste of mie precious time.and nt to mention e hardwork.
and yiling's brain juices as well.
u don't like it.very simple.
DO YOUR OWN DESIGN.
and we'll let the class choose.
like wadeva.
i don't expect everyone to like the design
but cant u at least show sum respect fr mie work!
like wadeva larh.
sumtimes i jus have this feeling no one can or will accept me
not even my parents...
but on a happier side
secwan orientation fr choir's on tuesday!
gamesgamesgames!!!
i sooooo love it!(:
hope tt it'll be fun
but i knw w this grp of pple
it will be fun!(:
can't wait-grins.
and qihang was great!
shall nt bother to go into detail(:
dearr xiaowei looked so chio!
ohmiegawd!
arhs!!!xiaowei rawks me(:
ilu mie dear dingding
okay i sound like a xiaowei fan!hahas.
well done huahui pple!!
#LOU
Saturday, July 17, 2004
lalalas...
meeting ppl at city hall mrt.(:
jiayou mie dearr xiaowei((:
dongdong loves yoo!
anw "hb n cc broke lou's bowl n weix is jus xtra/onlooker" took this on thursday
it was e nicest one jus tt hb wenta add the extra flower n star-.-
and her name tag was upside down!okay nvm.
ew..so blurr...oh wells~
#LOU
Friday, July 16, 2004
not by me...
so anw.
flunked my phy-bio test today.
damn pro-ded
nth much to say
except i think i had this feud w buses in my previous life.=wadeva larh
fell down during morn jog ytd
nw i have a bruised knee a patch near the elbow two cuts on my right little finger n a swollen rib-bone.
damn pro lahh.
so anw aft sch ytd
went out w weixinjie hanbinn n cc~
went to j8 to take neos.
took one machine only
cos no $$ n time.heehees.
and we could have chosen 4fotos.
but that weixin only chose three.....
toootz.
den took 156 and wx went home to change
and hb cc n i came to mie hse.
n we ate gelato.nono.they ate gelato
den i scooped sum fr wx n they ate most of it?
hahas.oh yehh.
they were trying to scoop n broke a bowl(:
n they were saying wad buy me one back fr my bdae?
hahas.damn lame=p
den weixin came and she was in shorts?!?!
and i forced hr to change.
hahas.if nt she wuddn be allwed to play pool
doingx.
so we walked to coffee bean
cos i had to drop off this form fr a contest or smth
n we bot drinks.$11.40
whoos.im so broke=den we walked to club
and found the bowling alley empty!
but i dint bring the voucher.
and cc seemd to have this thing agnst it?
hahas.oh wells.
den we went to play pool
n the oh so smart weixin told them she was mie sister!
as in real life sister?!
like wadeva lorh.
n we took one hour for tt game?!
and cc n weixin won
hanbin n i were so close from winning kae!
aiyah wadeva larh
my first time playing if u act believe me..
so malued.
and cc's damn pro at it lorh!
hahas.
den we wento poolside to eat
cos the atrium wasn't open!
and we ate like 6 pieces of bread chips coleslaw and onionrings
hahahs.but cc n i were still hungry!
so anw we wanted to go library
but dint cos we cudden find it?!
hahas.okayy...
den we went to petstation
and wenta look at dogs!
n i think their labelling n prices r so screwwed!
like they put a labrador sign on a jackrussel's cage?
hhaas.n the jrt was shivering.
and weixin wants to buy it.
i want the westie!damn cute lorh>.<
anw den we wanted to come back to my hse.
but cc n i wanted to drink coke
so wenta macs!bot a coke.
4of us shared it.hahas.
den came back sat on the swing and talked.
i think im sick in the brain.
i sit on the swing a lil while will becum giddy
den i get down n sit on the floor
den i jus see the swing moving i will be giddy one lorh
am i like too weak or smth?grrs.
anw i kinda felt weird
cos i dint relle talk as much as i usually do?
felt kinda xtra liek among them?
i dno larh
no idea hw to describe
jus daily mood swings i guess.
then came in n cc n hb wenta change
n den we came online?
cc n hb helped weixin blogg.
n helped me too.
damn farnie larh
grongx.
den we were supposed to be "hb n cc broke louie's bowl"
but weixin wanted hr name in it
so nw its "hb n cc broke louie's bowl n weixin is jus an xtra(or onlooker if u put it in a nicer way)"
den i had to go fr tuition
so weixin hb n cc walked to da buss stop.
nono.weixin walked home.
anw it was a great day.
it was like the first time i was so happy since tt thing happened
oh wells.
i knw the consequences of gg out w seniors.
bt i dun mind jus to be able to take my mind off everything for awhile.
thnx so much wx hb n cc!dun think there'll be any other opportunity to go out agn.oh wells.smile more pple!tc loads.lurff yall.and i mean it.
#LOU
lalallala
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smile loadds!
#LOU
HIES(:
LINGJING rox mie world!!
i LOVE lingjing!!
-pledge by louisa tan han lin((:
#LOU
Thursday, July 15, 2004
gidddy-
and weixin too.
haha
bye!
THANKS for hafing us here tdy
cc wants her name here so..
CHING CHIEH
okay byee!
#LOU
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
mixed feelings.
my dingdong story happens once agn.
and this time im so much more pissed.
like wadeva lorh
u quarrwl or become scared of sum person
doesnt give u the rite to start stealing my frens AGN.
wadeva.i dunno y i act tot u relle CHANGED fr the better.
i guess i jus had to be wrong agn.
why can't u jus leave me alone?!
anws.i kinda designed class tee liaos
since no one else is willing to do.
okay so there are pple who want to do but aint gt the time
bt wad abt e rest who jus sit back all day n expect things to be done fr them.
but when u do the design
they start criticising u and ur work
n say ure trying to act pro or wdv SHIT.
irritating bitches.
wadeva.i shall not be bothered by them.
hopefully...
anw 1 wk frm nw.20th july 2004
im gna cry so much mans.
trust me.
CHOIR rawkx!
i guess we're one of the most bonded ccas?
i think so lah.
okay i think i shall go n mugg fr science nw.
altho i dun think i'll be able to concentrate w all tt shitty stuff i haveto settle.
i think i shall jus shuttup nw.
#LOU
Monday, July 12, 2004
blooooooop
i seriously think barley does WONDERS to mie throat
yehh.its SO much better.
oh wells.
wenta doc n he gaeme two HORRIBLE tasting LIQUID medicines!
urgh.can puke.
oh wells i currently have hanbin cc's letters to rite.
n yingqi is gna gimme mine tomms.
tts 3 plus jiaming i dno when
so tts FOUR!-dies
and i haven started studying fr phy-bio n math test yet!
guess i should go off now.
-looks at the time n yawns...
#LOU
rushing off to doc's nw.
tatas!
#LOU
Sunday, July 11, 2004
so fcuk.
cyc pple!
if u do see this.puhhlease pay the money back okay.like it so irresponsible to make sumwan pay fr u first and then NVR pay them back.like WTF.i owe sumwan $$250 and i MUST pay back by THIS THURSDAY.15JULY.get it?!if u r responsible enuff n still wna hold ur head high in front of me.call me to see hw to arrange to pass me the money.and if u din knw mie number is 98503235.if u dun pay asap.i dun see whie i shud continue calling u aFRIEND.
#LOU
Friday, July 09, 2004
trafffff.
will change the skin soon
too tired to make one now.
#LOU
blonk.
moved
#LOU
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
angry with myself.
xw's mum dun allw.so i cant b bothered to persuade my parents
anw choir elections today~
i relle relle made a BIG mistake.
why did i let other pple's opinion get in my way
im so sorrie...
i knw i shud've voted for you.
i feel so guilty now.
but i guess i deserve this sense of guilt
after all i shudn have let
im sososo sorrry....
#LOU
Monday, July 05, 2004
urgh.
its $252 for 2and a half months!
qt cheap lorh!BUT.
we have to buy our own flute!
which btw costs 500+$!!!
and i am SO broke.i dun even knw if i have enuf in my bank.
i dno.i shall try to persuade my parents.
i hope i can take lorh.
but my dad will prob say its too ex or wad shit.
but i relle wna take!
dno lorh.all i can do is hope...
#LOU
it kps coming back to haunt me.
I HATE MYSELF!
if i could.i'd go n kill myself NOW.
#LOU
Sunday, July 04, 2004
im eating bacteria growing on rotting chicken
werent verh gd.
bt at least better than ytd(:
anw photos are up
but verhverh little only):
yehh.nth much to say
feel like ponning church later.
zzzz...
im eating mushy chicken!
like so ew...
#LOU
Saturday, July 03, 2004
back then,it was you who lighted up my life.nw it's also you who's darkening it.
im in a rather good mood today.
okay before i start.
i shall do sum shouting~~
cc~~~~~
blop.thanks for the balloon!!!its like tied to my bed nw.so can think of you when i slp.okay wad rubbish-.-but still altho we were soft for caimogu n our last chord was out for sisteract.at least we tried...=\oh u knw.qt a few secwans wanted to vote you fr asl.then wen i told them u dun learn music dey were like stoopid cc y she nva learn music?!hahas.so lame.i abit dno hu to vote only larh.anw lets sing bta tomms kae.altho i can barely talk=/hahas.jus tc kaes!lurveyooloads(:hanbin~~~~~
whee!i gt the balloon!hahas.cc gave me.qt obvious larh-points up.hahas.i dno whie larh.but im relle scared fr tomms.as in the other thing besides the performance.oh yehh.dun be so nervous for elections kae~oh wells.shall write the rest in your letter.altho i think u'll see the letter bfor this.hahas.boingx.sing louder tomms kae.at least i could hear you today.usually yingqi say she cant hear you.think she's deaf or smth.lalalas.tc loads n ilu:)yingqijie~~~~~
heyys jus wna thank you for sitting in the bus w me today.i knw its verh quiet to sit w me when im sick.esp stomachache.ew..hahas.nth much to say.jus reply mie letter soon okay!ilu loads n tc kaes!oh n i still think my voice is nice!hahas.oh wells.had CHIJMES performance today.
we were nt allwed to bring neth=(
if i knw i wudden have wasted mie energy n bring so much shit.
hahas.anw.we were like qt ew.
-read the msg fr cc n u'll knw.
yehh.n sum of us had to wait fr the second bus.
n it was torturing!
n these tourists were like passing by n they started taking pictures of us!
like ew...
but when we gt onto the bus
it was like one big bus to like less than 20 of us?!
hahas.hope we do bta tomms lah
but mie voice is like almost gone?
i cuddn even hear mieself today?!
like WOW.
but i like my voice.
i think its nice.
like so low n stuff.
hhahahas.im so biantai!
im so thankful for chijmes relle
if nt id be dying at national stadium for syf opening thinggy nw!
oh wells.mie stomach calls~
did i say tt i think i have worms?
im like forever hungry!
hahas.oh wells.
shall finish writing my letters tonite!
i gt like only 3?yay!
hahas.wad crap am i talking?
i dno?hahas.
this post is so rubbishy.
wadeva larh.
fever syndrome.hahas.
#LOU
Thursday, July 01, 2004
mie tears flood the rivers as mie heart yearns for your love.
the piccies we took..
was damn sad n stuff
was like the third last choir with the sec 4s?
they're not even coming this wkend.
yehh.qt a few ppl cried today?
bleahx.
#LOU