Thursday, April 29, 2004
hmmm
it's been chao long
since i last came here.
miss me?
loads of things haf been happening..
gd n bad...
n stuff dat is makg me
rele pissd...nvm.
come lets tell u a true story
there was a boy named
guy
he had a best fren calld ding
and there was a girl named
gal(obviously)
she had a best frn named dong
and they fell in love....
and got married......
and ding was guy's best man
while dong was gal's bridesmaid
it was a dingdong happi marriage
they did everyth tgt
they were living a purrfect life
xcept they dint care bout
ding and dong anymore.
but suddenly gal found out dat guy
had a mistress namd
anthrgal
and so they quarreled
and got a divorce
n dey startd tokin2 ding n dong
complaining abt ech other's faults
bt aft a few months
anthrgal left guy and guy 'repentd'
and got remarried with gal
and e 2of dem startd to
ignor dingdong once agn
bt soon guy met
smothrgal
and gal found out
and dey gt a divorce agn
and dey went back to dingdong
and started complaining agn
and den smothrgal left
and guy n gal gt married agn
and ignord dingdong agn
too bee continued....
so did u enjoy it?
okay its sho lame
bt its a true story frm stnicks
and it started during
january 2004
okayy so in the story im
dong
dats all im gna say
hais.
damn pissed w dese
ungrateful pple
anw thurs was e funeral
wasnt as dramatic as i thot
whihc is gd
used up a few tissues
only.
friday dint get scolded by tan li2
yay!bt i flunked geog.nvm.
okay sat urh....
oh feast day!!!
woke up at 9.30
den ate and fell aslp till4!
and made a big mistake
w e shirt
anw it was gr8!esp e dessert
sunday went fer cath
eunice din go bt cant blame hr
oh yeahs she plays piano
in mass too!!ooo...
so cool.ahahas.
and den went for mass
weixinjie was late
i tink she said she fell aslp
as usual.
and my poor jie's sick nw!
recover soon kaes!
dun lyk u being sick.
hmpf.anw
i seriously think it e 2.4
alot of pple fell sick aft it
we bth found out smth
interestin...ahahs.
kpin my mouth shut
monday fell sick durin assem
was gg to faint in the field
so askd yz to bring me to nss
to rest den sumth hpnd
dat made yb so jealous
ahahs.wna noe ask me
den went home and slept
e whole day agn
n dat blur amah din evn noe!
nvm den tues went sch din
run 2.4 so muz run nxt wk.
w wabbit and mop=retards
-dies.nvm
den was cheryl sim's bdae
did dis qt grand celebratn
w e cake biantai pple and card
i nehw sign1
cos had to go italy prac den
rshrushden lidat lorh
wish dat she stays happy
and she's so swt her bdae
she gave every1 a lollipop
today!choir pple are all jus swt!
den ytd nth much?hehs
today faund out dat
the italy comp is nw
jus a festival only!
but we're prob still gg.
and poor jingg gerry and i
have to learn more more songs
dat e rest learnd last yr.
hehs.bt nice songs so okay la.
and animal carnival so sux.
and so does *ha* **e.
nvm.
get well soon weixinjie!
#LOU
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
boingx!
boo!
hahas.okayys.
lotsa pple said i sounded happy
instead of sad abt my aunt
i tink they're blind lah
kaos lah
of cos im sad rite
hu wudden be
im jus not shwing it
and btw i am gg to sch tml
only leaving str8 aft recess
running 6rnds for morn jog
cos tues oni ran 4
cos mr phee forgot
we dint run last wk
so say mus run 6
bleahx.
prolly gna faint?
boos.
tues dno y when runin 4 rnds
feel lyk gna faint anytime
as in lyk rele can't breathe
seriously tink i gt asthma?
:((
oh yahhs.
ytd had dnt test
den cos hope had on mon
so i asked mijie and yq
bout e questions.
den dey told me
but almost the whole pper
was changed!!!
learned the wrong thing lahhs.
kaos.left lotsa blanks.
serves me rite 4tryin to copy?
hehs.
and tuesday ggt scolded by
that tan lee2 AGAIn
tink she's biased agnst me lah
evry1 tokking leh
den she oni say me
fcuk.
and find sushi damn lame
in a way.
cos she no lyk me as well
jus have a detestable face?
ahs.heck
lotsa things happened btwn
xw and me dese few days.
was kinda pissed w her ytd
or maybe was pissed w zq
i dno who im suppd to help nw?
during choir cudden sing.
throat was damn dry
cos of e stoopid bach rm aircon
hmph.owaes freeze my fingrs
as in relle cant move
so when i go out of e bach rm
my hands will get numb and
knida swollen cos i nva move em?
irritating and painful.
hate dat place
got geog common test this fri
bet im gna fail it
like relle fail
no mood to stuyd at all
seriously
i tink im lettg my feelgs
take over me.
but i can't help it.
ahs.shant tok bout it
durin ipw today
we tried using wax
to do our pperwt.
den we burned the matchsticks
the wicks the candles
the chopsticks(wooden ones)
and even our hands
was omost dying
but we forgot abt how 2 take
the wax outa the mould
so its prolly anothr failure.
ahs.but at lst had fun
durin maths
was writing on ech otha's hands
and pinafore
nw deres a"i -heart- jie lotts"dere
i mean on my pinafore
shits man
hope prefect no see it
hahas.anw
ive been overeating for e
past few days
tink elisa's influence
eat non stop frm
10.45-11.30
was late for class....=$
hehhehs.
got tuition laters
at 7.30
postponed from mon
den aft dat gg to e wake
last day mahs.
feel kinda guilty?
haben been gg e
past few days
yupps.
gg to play cards
hahas.
gt my card rede liaos
counted 52+2jokers.hehes.
tomms is e funeral.
not lking forward to it at all.
prolly go to choir w red eyes?
jus wish pple wun ask y im late
and all dat shit
hehs.
but im prepared to be asked
so anw....
prepared to get frozen again too.
yupps.
gtg.comp's damn hot liaos
peace!
#LOU
Monday, April 19, 2004
freak sad.
oh no.
my dream has turned into reality
my aunt has relle passed away
at 2am on sundae morn?
saddening mans
she was a nice person
abit too nice.
yet she suffered for abt9mnths
from cancer
feelin damn down.
but i guess i dint show it
at all todae in sch
was trying to act normal
dunt wan too many pple to noe?
told sum pple.
my bezzie bezzie frens
yepps.
no mood to do wrk todae.
i act had tui?
but my bro cancelled it
prob wun be gg ta sch on thurs
means no morn jog!
hahas=p
but i rather go for morn jog
dan....funeral......
cos even if i go to sch
i'd prob havta leave v early?
but im gg back for choir aft dat
cant afford to miss italy prac.
mus make our tym dere worth it
yepps.
oh yahs.
we're in stagger positn
i hope i can sing lah
sumtyms can get qte confused.
jie[weixin]!!!help me!!!
im freak depressed nw.
shall try to be mre optimistic
anws....
went fer
Church
Choir
cos weixin jie went
tot i did damn badly
voice was screechy and evryth
not dat i care
but wasn in e mood to sing?
and shouted too much
on sprts day
at least it kinda helped me
to let go abit
2day whole day damn bad mood
so sorry if i kinda pissed u off.
finally finished e
alumni choir shirt design
hope e memb find e shirt ok
had to do e collared ones
cos if not too unformal
den beancurd wud prob
cancel our performance
which we prac so hard for
and got scolded by tan lili
for tokking too much in class
i mean e thgs she explain
i oso learn b4 den so boring
and lyk omost evry1 was tokin
den she pick on me oni lorh
guess tcher's seem to
dislyk my face.=/
and great guess wad?
my employer[the maid] is currently
going on and on bout stuff
gas she doesn reelise im in
a bad mood
but she will soon.
-shouts at herr.
fallin aslp on e keyboard.
stil in my pe attire
-piggie me
anw...b4 i relee fall aslp
tis goes to my dear
jies!
thanks for everyth u've done!!!:))
-u bring out the best in me
like no one else can do
dats whie im by ur side
dats whie i lurve you
#LOU
Sunday, April 18, 2004
hurh?
ytd was sports day
blue won first again
yellow got third
act we were 2nd in e sec sctn
but we were last in e pri
so got pulled down
red got 2nd
and green was last
lots of ppl cried
feel quite sad for the s4green ppl
but sum1 has to lose rite
yellow got 1st for cheerleading
and cheer and fam dance
and alot of things
shouted til had no voice?
dno whether can sing in cc today
mayb i wun join cc today
unless weixin jie is cumin la
but bet she can't sing as well
den was freakin giddy aft
sports day.bleahs
relle love my jies!
all so nice!
thanks dear yingqi!
went on a hug spreeeeeee
but dint hug my jies
cuden find yq and errr....
weixin abit paiseh?=/
at first dey all dun wna hug
but i grew up in such an eviromt
hahhas.
but it was e wrong time.
dey shud have saved it for today
im freak confused
i rmb my dad tellin me dat
my auntie had passed away
but i dno whether it was in my
dreams or in reel life.
so im freak confused
but my poor auntie is reelle dying
she has cancer
Lord please end her suffering.
i have to finish e cyc shirt by today
dno wadta do.
anw my dad got a new cam
to be shard by me and bro
but i bet he'll prob keep it
but nvm lahs
its reel cool
anw gtg and do my shirt design
take care pples!
#LOU
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
stop biting me!my blood is not that sweet
is it?
ah!todae is an extremely hot day!
everyone thinks so.
was bitten to death by mosquitoes!
and stayed up to do e lit thinggy ytd.
and todae found out it was supposed
to be done in sch.waste my tym.
todae lkk's lesson.
yz
was writing her compo which was
already way overdue?!
and lkk called her twice and i had to
tell her the ans.den 1of dem i wasn't
ver sure den she still scol me say i
lousy toot dunno how to do things
can get into sn mus be i cheat in psle??!!
okay fine it wasn't so kua zhang.
but it was bad ok.i felt lyk slapping her!!
hmph.den engenrich i got scolded by
that
sushi jus cos i dint
tell her bout e newspaper thing.
i mean lyk the
sushi last
minute tell us how u expect me to tell
dat idiot?i had to go and see mrs chan
during lnch(btw i flunked compo again)
and den went for choir den came home
and worked til late and i tot her
'best frens' were going to tell her.
after all she wun need
such a
contradictor to tell her
the work rite.den she still pretend dat is
she rite lorh.fcuk her mans.forget it.
i can forgive her but i know i'll not be
able to forget.den during elit i was
doing my work den she came rollin
round and played with my comp.typing
all sorts of crap in it lorhs.
things lyk "i hate........."den she tok to
frances her chair at my place den i
cuddent do my work.
had to redo the whole thing.:((
den she roll her chair over my foot lorh!
it was so painful n
she dint even say sorie!
oh fcuk her manns.
anw recess all e hses except yellow
had cheer prac.so e yellow pple went
recess tgt and dicussed the name things.
the names for the activity room?
eeeeeeee.......
it was so lame.
den found out dat erica's foto
was not on the prefectorial board.
and my dear elisa dint know!
hahas.blur lah she.
she fell aslp in maths[again]
so had to tok to keep her awake.
and dat yb dint wake her up lorh.
haiyohs.
she fall aslp damn fast ones.=/
den ipw did more than usual?
yupps.
audrey kang's handwriting is so nice!
ah wells.
after dat went home w
debbie tan and jasmine and laypeng
we kept on singing our stoopid song
composed by audrey kang
jesus luvs e lil drink cans
[oh yeah]
all the drink cans of e wrld
[oh yeahyeahyeah]
pepsi cola qoo and sprite
dey are precious in his site
jesus luvs e lil drink cans of e wrld!
[drinkcans!]
lame rite.
but at least smth to briten me up?
den was blardy hot lorh.
came home and ate
extra salty fried rice
was dying=/
yeahs!no wrk todaes
seeing my dear
wangwang[sniky] 2nite
xtremely happi
dno y pple wud be jealous
deres nth gd bout me
i suck.
lots.
anw 2nite got ami!!!
woohoos.
luv it mans
missed it last wk
mus remind jie toos.
both of em
realised im spending
less and less tym w yq jie?
feel damn bad?
ah wells.
will try to make up for it.
fri got test on algebra.
gna fail it mans.
dies.
-luv u lotts!
#LOU
Sunday, April 11, 2004
guilty.
hies pple.im back.
jus watched the nkf.
feel so guilty.
saw sharon au stepping on knifes
it was so painful lorhs
and me?a lil pain
complain lyk siao
oh wells.
jie[weixin] and i are supposed
to cheer up tgt?
so i shall do it.
got easter eggies
to give my jies.
solid one lehs.not hollow!
dey lucky to have such a mei k!
anw i tink weixin jie's
joining my church choir.
dunno lorhs.hope so!!!!
and got a new 4foot fish tank
for the tupid albinofish
who kps on tryin to zi sha.
anw im relle gettin pissed w sum pple.
hu jus put words into pple's mouth
owaes tinking dat she's rite
and every1 else is wrong
well think again little girl
cos you know what?
you're wrong this time.
so jus shut your big mouth
and get lost.
oh wells.
happy easter pple!
--wonders
do u pple act bother to read?
hahas.i dun think so.
anyways.
i daoing sum1
partly is becos she chao irritating
and mayb im a teenyweeny bit
jealous of smth she has?
i shuddent be
but she's relle irritating.
sumtyms i feel lyk slaping her.
keeps on poking her nose into my stuff
ah wells nth much i can do bout it
im fallin aslp.
nites to the world out there.
-im missing you.
#LOU
Saturday, April 10, 2004
lalalas.
hey pple
mus type short frm now
if not so dif ta read
and the
links drplist is
under my wishlist
if it doesn appear
jus move e mse round dere
anw i jus blogged ta sae dat
*points to up dere*
am so tired
oh yahs.
i broke the record!
of not smsing weixin jie
for 1 whole day.
so farnie.yupps.
off i go to zzz...
#LOU
bloat.bloat.bloat.
ytd was draining.woke up at bout 10.30?den drank a milo for breakky.and ate bread w tuna and egg for lunch den wenta church for service den went str8 to alumni choir and den came home.
shall type in a weird way todae.
i had to sing response in church?
yepps.and dey said it was okay.
but it dint match my voice
and cud tell i was real nervous from my singing
oh wells.heck.
den wenta rach's house for alumni choir
came up w some weird ideas for the sista act song
so cool!
next week miss kohs not gonna be dere
and i have to conduct
its gonna be deesastrous
and guess hu's playing
er hem.
William
Hung
2!
okays.if u wanna noe ask me.
hahas.so we're mean
but wad can u do bout it?
den stayed back to do the t shirt design
dint get much done.
we were playing and tokking mor den anything
hahas.
but our ideas are ok lah
ate bread w egg dere.again
wad can i say?
ytd was an bready day.
den came home.
4got wad happened aft dat
knoe i was reel peesed w sum idiot
cuddent reely slp?
wanted to haunt my jie
but she was in a bad mood
so the nicenice me decided not to
luv my jies.
den tis morn finished my maths and chi hw
which is all dat i have
and i have an algebra test this week
gonna fail it
heck.shall study extra hard 4 it
den went to china town
and ate food lyk siao
i ordered so much!
den wenta buy tee leaves
and it was lyk a furnace
wanted to drink my fav plum juice thinggy
foun out dat the shop closed down!-boos.
jus finish smsing rach bout the choir tshirt design
hope it turns out nice
im so borred.
and cold
but the fan's at no 3 blowing direct at me!
hahas.
reelised im becuming addicted to the ginger slice thing
deleted lots of messages las nite.
mostly my jies
cos my memory was full???!!!
hahas.nva knew i cud sms so much.
im trying my best to not think bout er hem.
but its not working
my life was purrfect till u appeared in it.
whie did u have to ruin it?
i dunt care.
u betta not go too far.
u'll regret it.i warn u.
heck.at least i still got my jies and xw theyall.
hu needs u?
getlost.
#LOU
Friday, April 09, 2004
zzzzzzzzzz........
today is good friday.a day of fast and abstainance.am doing the response for 3pm service later.feel so guilty.was falling aslp durin vigil last nite.went for the 10-11 one.my eyes were closing den someone called me.dunno hu oso.ate a reel full dinner.ah wells.im still feeling
frustrated bout the thing.for those hu dunno good for u.u'll be glad u dint noe.feel so useless.we used to be so good frens.now tis.but i seriously tink the prob lies w
her.u shud noe hu u r.anws.my dad's clapping his hands for us to get off.despite the fact i jus got on?feel lyk he's treating us lyk dogs?-clapclap-get off.=(ah wells.hope i can do the response well later?dun have much confidence in myself.cos i suck lot.
FATHER,my life is in your hands.let your will be done unto me.
#LOU
Thursday, April 08, 2004
hao xin mei hao bao!
im freak pissed today.thank to that idiot
yz.i tot i was orede ver da xiao jie pi qi.but she is lyk way worse dan me.shall not sae wad happened but if she continues.i won't hesitate.trust me.im a spoilt brat.i must have my way all the time.at least most of the time.anw
she had to go for comp todae.so xw sat w me!yupps.xw rawks!now is 5.55p.m supposed to be in choir but we finished at 4+todae?i mean the s1 and s2s.wrote a letter for my jie yesterday but dint give it to her.i thot i wud be so extra.i dunno wads happening to me.im starting to
hate more and more pple.bleahx.and im having a bad throat?has been quite long liaos?but i dun care still eat my iceecream and drink peach tea everyday.oh wells.im broke tis week.spent so much on choccies.my mum doesn noe at all.ahahas.watched the jesus of nazareth thinggy tis morn.found it so fake.so cut short.they should let us watch
THE PASSION.damn gd show!and tis morn jus as we were starting morn jog tis gal twice my size knida fell on me?and i was running w a sharp pain in my rite side of e tummy.and was feeling sick in choir agains.giddyness!!!!!hate it!anw my head's gonna burst soon.reel soon.needa tok to sum1 and let everything out.anywan can call me?not now lahs.mus go to church and see pple wash feet.grrrs.dun wanna go.go oso not wash my feet.hmph.
but im not worthy.
#LOU
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
roundandroundandroundwego.
wherewestop,nobodyknows!
today was not a good day?should be.went to school and every1 kept on commenting bout my hair.its lyk. its my hair i can do wadeva i wan w it rites?idiots.and anw i tink i look nicer w short hair.hecks.ran 5 rounds tadae?took 1minute for the last round!!!!=)pro rite?hahhhahs.jkjk.and was sitting w xw for all da lessons todae.and dat lkk called me a
imposter.oh well lyk i care.recess all my frens went for hse cheer prac so i was alone?yepps.wasn't paying attention for all da lessons todae?woohoos.was eating m n m s w xw under da desk.den lunch arh.yingqi jie was so kiasu!!!took 3 pairs of chopsticks for herself so she can minimise chances of weixin jie seeing her.seriously i tink shes still scared.oh wells.i shall shut my mouth on tis case.den durin choirs was damn giddy and tired.felt lyk vomitin!=(den weixin jie gae me choccie!but i cant eat='(wil recover soon to eat it!=p oh yahs went for penitential(confession) the priest is the lorsor one.take so long.but i was one of the first ones.lucky me.i feel so lucky.i got all dat i can ask for. esp my jies hurh!
lovemyjielottslovemyjielottslovemyjielotts
lovemyjielottslovemyjielottslovemyjielotts
lovemyjielottslovemyjielottslovemyjielotts
lovemyjielottslovemyjielottslovemyjielotts
lovemyjielottslovemyjielottslovemyjielotts
jierawksjierawksjierawksjierawksjierawks
jierawksjierawksjierawksjierawksjierawks
jierawksjierawksjierawksjierawksjierawks
jierawksjierawksjierawksjierawksjierawks
jierawksjierawksjierawksjierawksjierawks
and i look nicer w short hair k!so jus shuddup!
#LOU
Sunday, April 04, 2004
without YOU,there wuddent be me
i luv my jies!without dem i wud nva be wad i am today.they stand beside me when im down and somehow are owaes able to cheer me up.i noe im ver spoilt and bleahs.thanx so much for accepting me the way i am!i will owaes be dere when u need a fren or sumwan to cheer you up kaes?jia you jies!
i luv you!
love maa JIES lotts!yepps.
#LOU
Friday, April 02, 2004
its...gone.
hehs.jus back from alumni choir.i realised dat i can't relle communicate w my primary school frens anymor?i find it relle fake lorhs.as in lyk when we first left school we kept on saying that we'll be frens forever all dat stoopid stuff.but now look wad it turns out lyk.its just too fake.im not in a good mood nows.too pissed to write anything at all.i just wished life wasn't so complicated.but i know many pple are going thru worse dan me.
jiayou
jies!!!i will owaes be dere for u!!!luv ya!
#LOU
end of the weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!!!
all the time spent studying was WASTED.the chi lit test and chi test dat i been studying 4 was so easy!chi lit was open book.explains it rite.and the chi test was a class competition las!dun wanna tok bout it.lost to enemy class 1 deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeegence by 1 stupid mark.thanks to?er hem.
adeline.she sux lah.simple simple question she dunno make us lose 3 hole marks!f hers.went to mass with marianne amah and
samantha this morn.that amah.not supposed to go but go jus to pei wo.see all my mei and jie ver good wans.saw jie[weixin] dere toos!she keep on makin that face.hahas.nvms.luv herrrrrrrrrrrr.......and amah and yingqi jies tooooo!have to rush out my sing to the dawn script?yepps.all by myself.grrrrs.oh wells.was in such a bad mood. during chi lit.
WE TRUSTED HER SO MUCH.ONLY TO BE BACKSTABBED IN THE END.IT NVA PAY TO TRUST TOO MUCH.
i hate u.i din't realise wad a fool i was to believe you.f u.oh wells.shant think too much bout those pple.had recording for jesus loves e lil children and lirong and debra came to join cos some of dem weren dere.hopes jie can join us on monday when we re-record?hahas.heck.she's currently at tution.yepps.had to lend her my brelly!cos it was rainging and lucky for her my mum was picking me so i cud lend her.hahas. was running round and the pple from olgc were laffing at me lorh.nva see pple run b4 maes?wadeva.heck.got abit wet?but worth it.if not my jie will be so much wetter?hahas.went for piano.got scoldin for not practising scales?hate it.ohs and during recess was recording so after dat mdm oh(isit?) treated us to orange bowl.i dint wan at first.wasn't feeling too well?but lirong kept on calling me when i ran away.forced the food down?yepps.den i forgot it was science lorh.ran arnd the sch lyk a mad idiot?hais.finally rmbered.hais.serve me rite.was like a period late?ahahs.but he was telling ghost stories so dun go oso nvms.have to go.having alumni choir.ahs.sumtimes i just wished time cud stop!the sec 4s are steppin down frm choir soons?lyk after the italy trip?-boos.will miss dem esp my jies. but i shant think bout dat.must enjoy ourselfs in ITALY first!yepps.tc pple!
#LOU
Thursday, April 01, 2004
happy april fools!
ahs.there's chilit and chinese
fu zhu du ben test tmls.lucky chilit is open book lorhs!yays!finished my chilit at tutions. the other test i think i'll just fail lahs.heck.cant be bothered anyways.but u cant blame me. its just
me.dun feel lyk riting much.was pissed in choir?yepps.dun feel lyk tokin bout it.
i luv my JIE[s] and MEI.
jies-->weixin and yingqi
mei-->amah
LOVE DEM LOTTS!!!JIA YOUS!!!
#LOU