Saturday, January 31, 2004
hihi pplez!!! im so bored and since i am bored and i dun wanna do work i went to google and searched on louisa and i found a louisa cafe, princess, bank, state, park, town, hotel in bulgaria, yellow pages, white pages, garden, lawson connection, county high sch, florist, airport, and alot others lorh... and i searched under zeslene and it was only our blogs mostly and a few other weird pages.... =|oh shit... i needa go do smth liaoz.... sumone saboed me.... no 3 pple!!!! shit... save my dear life!!!! nvm... will tell ya bout it next time...
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gosh.... i feel like quittin alumni choir lorhx... so many pple not joining... so sianz... and alot hu is joining is i dun like them they dun like me dat kind larh... tofu camelia... take it as im begging u k... dun quit!!! plsplspls.... i can do anything juz dun quit!!! pls larh... i tink only wanfong left... the rest got shufang=| adn celesther celestine and sheryl they all... im realli begging u k... pls...
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Friday, January 30, 2004
feeling so down... i juz can't seem to get hu else to stop sticking to me... its realli killing me... HELP ME!!! IM BEGGING U!!! and i have a counseller called sihui larh... and i sms her alot larhx... and she keep on pestering me to tell her what i sms sihui and when i dun tell her she sulks like mad lorh... adn everything i see she muz see also... i mean like comm'on lorh... its my private life... why should i tell u juz bcos u asked me to i have the rite to keep it to myself!!! i feel like slapping her lorh...and juz now i saw sihui when i was waiting for xiao wei(nicenice frewn)... and hu else was sticking to me.. yarh.... and sihui walked past and she said hi to the idiot(hu else) but not to me!!! i mean like... im not angry dat she dint sae hi to me... im juz angry that the someone she said hi to was HU ELSE...haha... from one point of it u can sae im jealous but from the other point(the correct one) you can juz sae IM ANGRY AT HU ELSE!!! and juz now my mum called and my big bro answered and passed the fone to me and said ma was to tok to u when u finish i want to tok to her... but i dint hear the i want to tok to her part so i hung up when i finished... and he was like... WAD DID I JUZ SAY??!! and i was like urh... i dunno... and he went I SAID I WANT TO TOK TO MA LAH... U SO EASY THING OSO CANNOT DO... USELESS FOOL LAH U... and he's been goin on and on bout it for like 2 n 1/2 hours... make me realli feel so useless lorhx... am i realli dat detestable??!! tupidtupidme... tot i had changed.... haiz... and my very close family fren juz passed away... damn down... feelin so useless... nth that can heal my wound... instead we're adding salt to it...
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
oh yes.... b4 i forget... today is not wed. its thurs... blogger is screwed..
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gosh... i'm sick!!! got flu and veryvery bad sore throat... arghz... throat damn pain...*cries* so lucky i read the msn thing by miss koh... i dint noe that tis sat. got meeting... i wanna be treasurer!!!! or SL oso can!!! haha... pity hueva's gonna be president tho... its gonna be a tuftuf job... haha... i hope can be SL.... SL so fun!!!=) but is miss koh choose wan... *hoping* grahaha... i hope the alumni choir u is the students(we) design one... cos based on my experience, principals have badbad taste in sense of dressing... like our brite blue dress for syf02 and genting? eeks.. and my present choir u...abit less eeky but still very eeky=|...haiz.... dun go sch oso got so muchie hw... math hw like siao liddat...so sad lorhx.... im missing choir today... taking my temp now... hope got no fever= |... YAY!!!! 37.2... fever safe... hahaz...btwz... anyone got the list of those pple in choir??? i need it realli urgently...realli urgently... yesh... anywae... CAMELIA!!! dun allow celestine to add steph kok germaine and felicia to the group... i mean it is STRICTLY for choir members ONLY... haha... im being lame... but still... dun let them in... muahahahaha...anywae... im so dead... supposed to eat mediine only after meals i ate the medicine b4 lunch... mum's gonna kill me... its been raining the whole day... so cold!!! grongz...1CHARITY 04 rox!!! anywae.... i gtg and o my work now.... b4 tml kenna scolding...= ( haha...
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
haha.... for ur information... its not 4.28 now(as shown by blogger) its 8.37 at nite. had choir todae... handed up my italy form=)=)=)*grins* haha... anyway the sec. 1s had 'voice training' today.. they tot THEM how to sing with the diphram... i on the other hand could already... hahaha... anyway... if u dint noe... voice training's fun but damn tiring... ended late again... bleahx... came back home the timing so zun saw my neighbour leaving... thier family's migrating to nz.... so sad lorh... i mean like i've known them since the day i was born... sadsadsad... im feeling damn down... dunno y... i realli realli cant stand it anymore!!! i dun mind doing anything juz to be in a different sch as u noe hu... it is like everytime i tok wif my other frewns she gives me that sour face i mean like its my life u can't stop me from tokking to my frewns!!! i feel so restricted... and she keeps on like sticking to me... i realli can't take it anymor... i mean like i wouldn mind her sticking to me if she allowed me to tok to my other frewns but no... she juz has to be like that...i realli can't take it anymore... u noe i've been classmates wif her since p1 i can't bear to liek ignore her and all but shes realli overdoing it... i can't stand it... pls help me... i totally have no way to get myself outa tis mess... help... qiuqiunimen...jiuming!!!*breaks down*
-help desperately needed-
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
oh dearz... my comp's screwed... and i juz realized that taggie doesn't accept the word damn...so lets see.. everytime i try and get into zes cam cynthia ethel geraldine lijie... my comp hangs... yarh... its either my comp's screwed(which is highly possible) or their blogs r... gosh... i tink my comps realli scrrrrrewed... i demand a refund!!! ok... anw.. dats bout me... haha... i found smth to tok about... going to church do people juz go for the sake of going or go to learn about christ? gosh... well... i dunno whether its only me that sees this but today when we were waiting for the person to ring the bell for entrance hymn... gosh.... okay u shld noe dat the person waits for everyone to be seated properly b4 ringing the bell... yarh so.. the whole choir the priest alter boys communion ministers and lectors were standing all ready for mass waiting for those people who were not seated.... those people who are considered LATE, juz took their own sweet time to do their stuff... they all looked so siansian... i mean like they're obviously the type who go juz for the sake of going rite... i mean lyke people are specially waiting for them and everything and they still take their time, as if the whole congregation is SUPPOSED to wait for them... gosh... i have no comments on these people... anyway... i have to go and prepare my stuff for sch tml... i dread school!!! yarh... wun be able to blog so often anymore... real hectic schedule this year... bleahx... maybe once a week at least? i dunno... depends... work... dies...
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gragragra... it's 3.20 now and its my first time online today... which is so unlike my ususal sundays... haiz... but wadda do? i spent the whole morning plucking towgay!!! plucktowgayplucktowgayplucktowgay... so !!??FUN??!! i plucked one whole plastic bag k!!! so much... damn tiring... hands numb!!! lalala... im obsessed with plucking towgay!!! dunno y... haiz... so bored... anywaez... i tink my earhole's closing!!! thanks to that stupid st. nicholas!!! dun allow us to wear normal studs... muz wear transparent earstick!!! den i cannot wear plastic cos my ear is sensitive... so now the hole's closing... th sch siao one larh... now my ear become so... dunno howda sae lorhx... people... can u pls tell me if i should go to italy??? i needa decide by tml...!!! read the other entry!!! help!!! i can't decide...
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
hihi people... juz got a comp upgrade and a new monitor!!! so cool!!! i realized that i've been tokking bout myself too much yarh? gragra... i havent written my commonwealth essay... if my teacher(hu is real nice btw) asks me for it... i shall juz speak the truth... which is: i totally dun have confidence in myself... lala... well... yarh... too much bout myself... great. so anyway.... i have totalli no idea wadda rite about... but while i think of it... it's gonna be cam's burfdae in urh... 45 minutes... so tis goes outa u:
The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.
Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.
You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.
You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.
You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.
There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.
Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
(tis isn't that true, but keep reading...)
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.
This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.
You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.
Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.
mite sound rather stoopid... but gosh.... my mind's totalli blank... hehs... wadeva the case... happie burfdae!!!=)*grin*
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pple!!! help!!! im desperate!!! i need an ans. by monday!!! should i go to italy with my school for 7 days or go with my parents for a longer trip? i wanna go with my sch but my parents think that 2600$ is not worth it for 7 days.... they're willing to pay larh... but they think its not worth it... the decision lies with me now.... i have to hand in the form by tuesday... tell me what i should do...!!!
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gragra... its saturday!!! wonderz... i think im faliin sick... but i oso think that im not... haiz... fickle minded me=/ okiez... so anywae... i woke up and found myself sneezing like nobody's business.... tissue was running out... haiz... tml is camelia's birthday!!! wonderz... haha... tofu's gonna kill me...=x lalala... so sian... later muz go post office... sumtimes i wonder whether she's worth it... all my effort... is it appreciated or gone to waste... haiz... i just can't hold myself back... and im always afraid to face reality... God, help me!!! i know that only u can help me now... im afraid of seeing myself in the mirror, of seeing my reflection in the water... im totally at a lost... please help me...
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Friday, January 23, 2004
oh great.... blogger erased my whole post just as i was about to post it...!!! fine.... i shall rewrite it again!!!
hi... juz came back from lunch at my auntie's house... soso full!!! lotsa food there... and ososaw my uncle's cool collection of animal skins lock picks and swords.... its a once a year kinda thing... haha... so cool!!! well.... slept at 1.30 this morning and woke up 8 n 1/2 hrs later... at... 10!then changed and walked to my auntie's house... its at church down there... yarh... and all my relatives were commenting on my outfit... i was wearing a tube with a vest and a black short velvety skirt by the way.... they said i looked like britney spears!!! CHOKES REALLI HARD!!! haiyaz... so tokking crap... and i realized that im growing fatter but not heavier!!! muz find a way to solve that!!! i cannot be underweight thruout my sec. sch life!!! yarh... anyway... so then i wokked home and came online... and its been raining the whole day... so dreary... haiz... my dad's scolding my bro now cos he leaves the comp on while the comp is playing his game for him and he goes off to do smth... and i mean lyke.... wads the point of playing the game if u're not playing it???!!! nvm.... dun care bout me.... i abit gong now... haha.... im so happi!!! i can do both the kneeling down bridge and the pushing up one!!! and my dear brother tot it was easy so when he was trying to show off he stretched his back muscles.... HA! im so mean.... muz try and change dat... i feel so guai this year... havent open any angpaos yet!!! usually i would open a few and peep!!! haha.... im so money face!!!... muz change that oso!!! haiz.... got so mani things to change!!! my goals for this year:
-grow heavier not fatter
-dun be so mean
-dun be so money face and calculative
-dun be so impatient
-all the other things lah...
anyway... im damn pissed... my dad's being biased once AGAIN... my bro leaves the comp on so long he only argues with him nva once did he make my bro switch it off.... i've only been on for like 1 n a haf hrs and he's like U BETTA GET OFF NOW OR IM GONNA BAN U FROM IT!!! try me!!! anywaez.... sinky's damn poor thing k!!! the holes made on her were so deep!!! i promise sum dae im gonna kill that stupid dog of my neighbours'!!! hmph! aniwaez.....i betta get off b4 im BANNED from the comp... enjoy your new year!!!
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
whoa... okiez.... this is like so damnit latez.....yarh.... genting fotos!!!!
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hey! i rote tis tis morn... its 17.40 now but it doesn't appear so i shall do it again!!!
hi pple... happi chinese new year... hahaz... its so late now... haiz... well... uh, todae was a real long daez!!! urh... woke up, went to sch went back to olgc, went to circus, went to zeslene's house, went for tution, came home for reunion dinner... whoaz... okiez... so.... i went to school... saw how the choir costume looks 4 the first time... looks weird lorhx... im gonna look hideous in it!... anewaez... had cny mass in chinese then had performances by dance chinese orchestra hua hui and sum other pple... but i enjoyed the liu ge xiao hua duo the most!!! juz 6 of the more 'wild' sec. 4s dancing and singing for us... went realli mad... anywaez.... SIHUI ROX!!! okayz... then went back to claz and the sch gave us this hong bao with choc and a slip of 'encouragement paper'... hiaz... then went back to olgc... hugged lots of pple... and miss koh took so damnit long to come that when she came me and zes had to leave to go and collect the cake for camelia's suprise party.... haha... then the 2 of us went to ntuc to buy balloons... and chips... n den went back to zes' house and printed a banner... and pasted it up larhz... then i burnt my finger when lighting camelia's cake... foundit so unworthit.... but nvm... everything's worthit for a best frewn= )... hahaz.... then we tokked alot lorhz... alotalotalot then we went to play squash and tennis... but i had to leave for tution like damn soon... so i walked to tution... and then went for tution....duh... and then came home... then my uncles and aunties came and i saw my cuz... at first i felt quite scared to see her... cos its like she spent so much effort teaching me then i at the last minute back out of the tryouts... damn bu hao yi si lorh... yarh... ate alot... budden my cuz seemed real cheerful... she alwaes is... so we tokked together with my bro... yarh... anw ... both of us agreed that peck ying's realli pretty... haha... she looked so sweet in her dance costume... ok... back to dinner... then got molested twice by my almost 3yr old neighbour... almost slapped him... after that sum of us wokked down to circus.... only to realise that coffe bean was closed!!! so angry so ended up eating a mcdonalds sundae... yarh then came online lorhx.... so happi.... tml ang pao dae!!! haha.... i very money face wan.... but i oso give angpaos lorh... to certain pple oni... haha... and i have to wear some hideous clothes that my mum bot... hehs... dies... haiz... im damn sad lorhx.... todae sniky got bitten by my neighbour's idiotic dog!!! bleeding summorz.... so sad... anywaez.... i have to go and slp nowz... tml got to go visiting... gd morningz.... happi cny!!! hope u all collect lots of ang paoz!!! take carez pple!!!
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
heyaz pple... haiz... im beginning to dread secondary school life... hoiz... i mean like its cny eve tml and i have to rush out a 500-700 word commonwealth essay lorhz... and last thursday miss lim said that choir would end at 5.30 today lorh.... and we were only let out at like 6.45... liddat how to survive????.... and i have so many things to do lorh.... have to buy this print that type this do that... wah lao.... i really have to start getting used to sec sch life manz.... its way different lorhz... haiz... damn sian... and i was real tired this morn... almost fell asleep in maths lesson... can't blame me it was so boring... and i dunno why... but i find yan bing... nvm.... juz changing i guess... i juz hope things will be back to normal soon so i can concentrate on my studies... realli muz reflect lorhz... dint even study for psle... believing that putting me in this school is God hinting to me that i shld start working hard... haiz... and my hp bill juz came in... and its like the messages in malaysia rite... i know i sent quite alot of it... but on my bill its says i send a message every hour to this number which doesn't even exist!!! and its realli alot of messages to that person 3 whole pages k!!! haiz... so dead.... mental block.... absolutely no idea on wad to rite for my commonwealth essay.... haiz... can dun rite not?... very dif eh... diesdiesdies... anywaez its 8.40 now... so i shall lock myself up in my room and tink... provided i can think properly... which i dun think is possible but i'll try.... haiz.... wish me good luck...
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
this is so cool!!!! there's a squirrel family chewing off the branch of my mango tree..... good luck to them tho.... haha.... yarh.... so sian..... muz go 4 mass... and haven do the commonwealth essay yet.... and drama class reflection... and my lit project... its haf done larh... sian arh... my school's damn dangerous lorh... cos we have the cny decorate ur class comp. then we rote our counsellers names on the door and we thanked them and everything then on sat when i went back i saw underneath kang lin's name someone wrote 'is ours' and near our class there got a few boys lorh.... wah lao damn scary lorh.... but we erased it liaoz... freakz... huh... all i can sae is dat its a dangerous place... haiz... anw, i can't wait for cny eve!!! = )*squeals*
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
this is totalli sickening.... i've been trying to get myself ova the cheerleading thing.... but sumhow it ain't workin..... lorh..... i almost cried AGAIN... listening to my fav song on the brotherbear soundtrack now lorh.... but its one of the sad ones lorh.... makes me real sad but its damn meaningful... im using the outside comp now lorh... cos i was using the inside one then my bro wanted to use so my dad ORDERED me to shift... its like so damn it biased lorh... when he's using then i want to use he gets 2 use but when he wants and im already using i have to shift... he always gets his way.... idiot.... i guess the older ones get the advantage.... haiz... anyway on cny eve got cny party at zes' place lorhx.... haha.... lkin' forward to it....= ). ya and on that day not allowed to wear sch uniform to sch.... i got no clothes to wear lorh... cos i want to wear black but not allowed oso.... haiz... got no new clothes this year... haiz.... sianz... juz heard from my bro that my cuz had like lots of test this week... then one of them if she dun pass cannot take a math... makes me feel damn bad lorh... cos she spent so much time teachin me the steps then i last minute back out... wah lao... feel damn bad lorh... feelin sick now...anyway... i've become totally obsessed with the song tomorrow.. u noe from the movie annie... nvm... can't stop singing it... unless im listenin to walkman... and sihui's done a great job in counsellin me... haha... be counseller so damn fun.... i muz become manz!!!! argh!!! having a severe tummyache now.... for no reason... will try to blog soon.... loaded wif hwk tho.... wun be bloggin often.....
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this is so damn confidence crushing... i spent such a long time practicing for cheerleading tryouts and at the very very last minute i back out... its like i spent like alot of time this week practicing everyday... my whole week's recess' i spent prac. come back home i prac. b4 i slp i prac. but no matter wad i still keep on forgeting 1 of the steps and after that i cannot continue lorh.... so i backed out... and i was like tearing already lorh.... i was so stressed...but my cuz was like its ok if u dun wanna do cos u're only sec 1... i tink that if sumwan was there to accompany me i would have been able to but i was the only sec. one there lorh... damn scary k!!! yarh... then while i was waiting for my mum to go and fetch me... i was like regretting it but i had no choice even if i went for the audit. i would have sucked like alot.... so wads the point of going???!!! very discouraging... disheartening... makes me feel so useless!!! i dun care next year no matter wad i am going for cheerleading tryouts!!! and b4 that i went for sum stupid ycs thing lorh... was forced to go by that mrs. gurung!!! bitch lah she... im currently trying to change my section in choir... TRYING... if she still insists on me in alto 2 i will QUIT... and anyway... sniky's staying with me tonite... haha... at least sumthing to make me happier a bit... damn sianz man.... got a lit project to do den got the commonwealth essay writing competition to write... i dun understand lorh... my essays like so suck... still choose me... haiz... i den dun wanna write lah... damn lazy... tml cathechism start.... i dun want to go lorh.... my claz is so damn it boring the people are either over enthu or no life at all.... haiz... if i was in noelle's claz then it'll be much better... anyway... i need to go and do my hw now... my mum's making noise.... sianz....okiez... burhbaiz...
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Friday, January 16, 2004
heya peepz... i am gonna quit choir i tink.... most prob.... hu ask the idiot put me in ALTO 2!!!!! siao lorh she.... those pple cannot sing high she put them in sop 1 those cannot sing low(like me larh) she put them in alto 2!!!!!!! idiot!!! damn idiotic lorh..... she's juz giving me another reason to QUIT CHOIR.... she is such a bit*h!!! argh!!! and my dad's being 100% biased.... drives me up the bloddy wall!!!!... anyway i am gonna get a severe tummy ache cos the biased person is making me eat altho im alreay full!!!! idiot...
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Monday, January 12, 2004
this is so damn idiotically sucky!!! grrrr....i was chosen for choir rite...and my cuz juz told me that i was chosen for dance oso...yarh so cos dance was my first choice and choir second im supposed to go dance...but that day the choir pple went to tok to mr. phee and say that they want to take me in..... so now im stuck in choir when i can go dance!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO DANCE!!!! im trying to get my cuz to help me... but i dun think can lor... wah lao eh.... damn unfair manz!!! stupid ccas... gr... anyway... yarh.... I HUGGED KANG LIN!!!!! so happi lorh... haha... the senoirs gave us kinder suprise and made some personalized cards thinggy for us... so sweeeeeeeeet rite!!!! = ) anyway... my angryness still beats my happiness i am in no mood to rite now... piled with hw.... haiz....
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
yay!!! i finally learned my school song!!! now i have yet to learn the family dance... very fun lor... um... chinese pledge... english students pledge and chinese students pledge.... yarh.... so much... so difficult... its almost 11 liao... im waiting for sumthing dunno wad... haiz... damn tired... din't slp properly last nite.... sianz... am having a stomachache from the ice cream but still feel like eating... help........ i've been listening to music on my discman since very long ago... straight after dinner... jing sian arh!!! haiz... been stalling for like 15 minutes... haiz... anyway... gtg now... burhbaiz....
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hi peepz!!! juz came back from camp... bout haf an hour ago... yarh.... it was great.... cos of the counsellers!!! (luv KANG LIN k!!!) the only bad part was that the food totally sucked, the floor was so damnit hard and i was woken up by some loud voiced idiots at 2.30 in the morning... haiz... i realli lurve the counsellers... they were the ones that organized the camp and made it fun!!! esp. the water games... it was so fun!!! like it was totally hot and everything and they splashed us with all kinds of things... water, gel and some flour water and leaf mix... was disgusting but so fun!!! the counsellers were having so much fun splashing us but in the end they were wetter than us cos we took the whole pail of water and poured it on them... haah...then when we were supposed to bathe we sat in one line on the toilet floor and help each other shampoo their hair!!! haha... so fun!!! then we had the campfire... and singing... and they made us do the family dance but we din't noe how to do like the whole dance... haha... so we juz did whatever we felt like doing... (dun worry.... when i've learnt it will dance it 4 u kz... haha)... then after that we went to the canteen and made tang yuan for supper... was really nice lah... it was the only exception... haha...then went to change... our counsellers danced for us while waiting for everyone to finish... so cute!!! yarh then slpt... then this morn we walked from our sch to pierce reservoir.... the jungle trails... and then stopped at the fishing grounds for bout an hour to play games... then wokked back and ate a burger...then packed up and went to the specs stand for dismissal... and after we were dismissed the counsellers held us back and told us that they actually ordered a gift for us but the factory broke down so they would give us on monday... they ssssoooo sweeeet... yarh... and two of them almost cried... so touching rite....='(... so we got their hp numbers and cheered for them and everything lor... and they were so sad that they dint leave the specs stand until much later... haha... then came home bathed and ate lunch and came online... yarh... so thats camp!!! so nice... i dun care i muz either be prefect or monitor so i can be counseller... so farn!!!! haha...
ya on thursday i went for choir and dance auditions... i dun think i passed dance cos my body was like totally aching so i needed help to do the bridge... but i could do it lar... and b4 that i went for choir... the voice range test was ssssssooooo difficult k!!! from low A to high A leh... 2 octaves eh... but... I passed and was given a place in choir... u noe hu the tester was?... those hu went to genting would noe... the miss lim ai hooi.... the one hu conducted our masterclass... nvm... she said that i had a good voice and all that shit and so she wants me in choir she ask me to change to first choice then i sae ok lor... but i pass up my form already so cannot change... so i told the sheryl sim choir president lah... so she sae she will help me speak to mr phee personally... so sian lor... but if i dun get chosen for dance then can lor.... but if i do then i dunno which one to join... help....!!!!
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Wednesday, January 07, 2004
ok.... todat is a TOTAL flop.... yarh.... counsellers came damn late to 'fetch' us so got scolding from mrs cheong... bleah... then met some of my teachers... they're all ok except for my art teacher...she so sux... yarh... and after school went for band audition... and thats the part that totally sucked..... they asked so many diificult questions... and i got stumped so many times.... and some were stupid questions.. cos it was like so obvious that if u answer otherwise u wun get chosen.... they ask like "if u have a very imp. test tml and there is band prac. todae.... will u go home and study or stay for band?" its so obvious that if u say i'lll go home and study u wun be chosen lor... and then when i wanted to go home... the stupid track gate was locked so i had to go by the front gate and walk one huge round AGAIN.... and my leg was aching cos of talent discovery lor!!! summore as i was walking almost reaching the bus stop, i sawa bus and i tot it was 262... so i ran... with my real heavy bag and when i finally reached the bus stop... i realized it wasn't the rite bus... and my leg was like realli painful lor... then when i reached the other bus stop i stil had to walk home lor!!! haiz... i must have done smth to buses in my past life lor.... and tml is choir and dance audition... and i think u can choose any song to sing for choir.... i dunno wadda sing lor... and now my legs are ahing i dunno how im gonna get into dance lor!!! and i dun think i can get into band... judging from the way i ans. the questions today... bleah... anway i have to go and eat my lunch altho its like 5.12 now.... i got mc. wings and apple pie!!!! haha.... burhbaiz...
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
haha... sch was great today... except for the part that track hockey and netball tryouts were compulsory... yarh.. and i think i got 'disovered' for dance!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy!!! haha... and there wasoso cca registration... yarh... i signed up for dance(like duh!!!) choir and symphonic band... yarh cos i dint wanna go to interact or st. john n i think that rythmnic gym is like cannot get in one lor!!! so i have to stay back tml and thursday... then friday got orientation camp... we have to bathe in a toilet cubicle and all we have is a bucket of cold water and a ice cream tub to scoop water!!! that is so sick!!!yah... and tml lessons start... sulks... i missed the bus...again!!! bleah...tokking to an irritating idiot now... a.k.a. cindy... yarh... dunno wad crap she's tokking... my leg is infested with mosquito bites!!! so i betta do smth to it b4 it turns worse... yarh.. in the meantime... gd luck in all that u do... and get into a cca of ur choice!!!=)
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Monday, January 05, 2004
i'm in a real bad mood now... so if u dun like wads written then GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!!! went back to olgc juz now and kenna scolding from the idiot... a.k.a the tupid principal mrs sim.... cos i dint wear my st. nics uniform... like HALLO!!! I CAME FROM HOME!!! NOT FROM SCHOOL!!! idiot... what a bitch!!! bleah.... spoilt my whole trip... oh ya.... that wasn't the only thing... smth else(a personal smth) made me damn pissed also... bleah... anyway... i gtg now.... will blog again tml... if i have the chance...my bro's coming back from outward boung tml so he prob will be using the comp... so yarh... oh yarh!!! b4 i forget tml is dance talent discovery!!! wish me gd luck k!!!... very scared!!!
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this is totally weird... st. nics is juz plain weird... bleah... yarh... u noe the first semester they're not doing any history and concentrate on geog and second semester they dun do geog and do history... and for science they're gonna teach us sec. 2 and 3 topics oso... they cal it modular or smth like that... yarh... and i still feel yls is biased against me... yarh... but WHO CARES??!! i'm out of the sch... hahahahaha!!!!! and i realli need to go and change now... so like yarh... burhbaiz...
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hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dunno whether to put choir or dance as my first choice.... i have intrest in both and choir's going italy next year but i promised my cuz that i will join dance.... I WANNA GO ITALY but i wanna JOIN DANCE also... i dunno lor.... and my mum said that i shud'nt put st. john's as my choice for uniform groups i should put guides since i was from brownies... that is so totally yucky!!!!!!! guides suck.... at least to me it does... bleah... actually... i really dun mind joining symphonic band... then i can learn the FLUTE!!! but if i join band then i muz stand in the hot sun every morning and play the national anthem sch song etcetc... so sianz.... later muz go church... and choir... i hope william goh isn't celebrating mass... he's so emotional... when he give homily like wanna cry like that... eeek!!!... gives me the creeps... and blogger was like screwed juz now... no not blogger.... tag board was screwed... so almost everyone's blog was screwed.... hahaha... yarh... and now everyone's complaining bout having chinese teachers as FT... wah lao.... my teacher even worse rite... her chinese is so 'shen' that i cannot understand... u dun believe ask yan bing lah.... haiz... so damn sianz... there's nth to do.... so boring... bleah... i dun noe wadda eat for lunch... anyway... i gtg... when i come back from lunch then i'll come online again...
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Saturday, January 03, 2004
hey... juz came back from cca fair... woke up late this morning... bleah... ya very important... JOIN DANCE!!!!!!! if i can't get dance i will join choir.....and we have to make like 6 choices!!! and i must choose at least 1 from each group!!! there are 4 groups...a.k.a. sports, uniform groups, performing arts, clubs and societies.... i know sports i will choose rythnmic(howeva u spell it) gym... performing arts- choir dance n symphonic band... clubs and societies- interact but the stupid uniform groups i dun wanna join any... there are like only guides(which i will NOT JOIN!!!!!!!!) st. john's ab and npcc(which i tot of joining but cos i made a sec.4 enemy there so i dun wanna join...) so i'll prob have to put sjab... bleah... but i wanna JOIN DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!DANCE ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway... its nnot that i'm only thinkning of myself or whart... but since st. nics put in so many gates when they built the sch... WHY DUN THEY OPEN THE GATES?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! make me walk one big round to get to the bus stop... and mind u its a real big round k!!! and make me miss the stupid 262 which took so long to come the next time... bleah... i was so hungry k!!!!!!!!!!! i dint eat anything since i woke up!!!!!! and it like 2 o'clock!!! then i got off 262 and waited at the other bus stop(which unfortunately was right outside a coffeeshop) and waited for 136(which took even longer to come.... making my poor stomach growl pitifully for sustanance...) ok.... that was lame... then when the bus finally came... i took it to the cardiff bus stop... after which i had to WALK back to my house which was like real far at that time...then i ate lunch and ice cream and then came online.... ya.... so thats my day so far.... anyway... i dun really know what to write.... ya... but when i think of it i'll come back....haha...
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Friday, January 02, 2004
hey!!!! its the first day of school!!!!! how was it??? bleah.... i'm being lame.... =( my first day of sch.... not a gd experience... first flag raising( national anthem and sch song{chinese!!!}) and recitation of the national pledge and students pledge in CHINESE!!!! sucked.... then house keeping with FT...i finally found out my index number... same as last 2 yrs...27... bleah... then principal's speech........ she was sssssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooo extra and her speech was so long that she cut into 15 minutes of our recess!!!!!!!!!!!! argh! but i shall be positive and say.... she did it 4 the students good... then recess.... the queues were so bloody long that we had to finish a whole plate of rice in like less then 5 minutes.... then we went back to the drama studio for the vp's speech....(btw... the sch is so damn big i dint even noe where i was walking!!! just followed the counsellers...) ya the vp's speech was damn lorsor too...uh ya.... after that we went back to class and played 'pass the duster'.... fun.... fun it was... bleah.... after that we(the so unenthu students and the counsellers) tot of a class cheer for the camp... its like l-ame..... then we went all the way back to the drama studio for the 'debrief'.... and it was so long that sch ended 13 minutes late.... bleah... after that we went back to olgc... after a really long tour of singapore(thanks 2 yan bing)... met some pple there a.k.a. zeslene francesca tofu chermaine shufang wf derniese judy and um.... ya yanbing lah.... when i saw zeslene in the rg uniform.... i was kkinda like sad at first but after a while i tot on the bright side(as in st. nics is also a very gd sch...) and well... felt better....then i came home and my maid was like: why u come back so early? stay longer...dun need to come back lah... then i was like so angry but then i tot of what zeslene said and well pretended i dint hear it... then i bathed and ate a coconut tart and then came online... uh yarh.... so thats my day... 2nd jan 2004... wow... nice... but nun the lest..... i hope tml(cca fair) will be a much better day=)... and tml my bro's goign for outward bound camp.... so he's out of the house.... hahaha.... am i supposed to be sad??... wadeva lah... juz enjoy sch and keep in touch!!!=D and always look on the brite side of life!!!=)smile!!!!!
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
i am so sorry if at one time or another i have hurt you or irritated you... i really couldn't help it at that time... but i will change for the better.... at least i hope i can....but wadeva the situation.... happy new year!!!!!!!!
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