Sunday, November 30, 2003
hey... i am so bloody tired... got a nitemare bout sum rapist hu had a game stall in church funfair and your score is the number of minutes you have to stay in the rape room... or somecrap... then sumhow... i found out bout it... and so he was out to get me.... then the whole scene changed to my house where that idiotic rapist appeared in my kitchen for no reason... and sudenly it changed to school... urm... i told alot of my frens bout this guy... an they were all so scared but dunno why... zeslene(of all pple) said that it was part of his job or sumthing.... then i woke up and din't dare to sleep... i covered myself with my comforter altho i was realli hot cos my aircon is spoilt and hugged my bolster and tossed and turned till my brother came into my room to play computer... i was like so terrified... anyway i gtg...
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Saturday, November 29, 2003
okok.... i noe i havn't ritten for like hmmm...1 day?? but everyone seems to have published there choies of schools so... here goes: 1st choice:RGS...(doubt i can get in tho) 2nd choice:St. nics... 3rd choice:SCGS(dun wanna go there=() 4th choice: Cedar...(i mite wanna go cedar) haha... so thats it... if i dun go RGS i cannot go SNGS SCGS or Cedar unless i call rite?... so i mite even go IJ TP.... c la... i dunno... im so frustrated... regret puttin RGS... but anyway... even if i can go oso i dun think can get into RP so wads the point of going there???? well aniwae... thats all i can think of for now...
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
heyz.... i am supposed to be at a party now... but i got TUTION!!!! how crappy can that be???? chinese summore!!! stupid cam! made me so envious!!!! oh well.... there's nothing much i can do rite??? i feel sick???
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
oh shit the heck.... i am so damnit dead.... she doesn't wanna go cedar.... i already sent the email....i wanna take it back.... if i find out the person hu said she wants to go to cedar.... i am gonna slaughter her!!!!*angrily* i have to think of a way tosolve this.... oh shit.... if only she din't mind... but i think she will so there's no use hoping... if onlyshe send me a email saying she doesn't mind.... *cries* dunno wad sch to go.... sianz ah.... got too many problem.... anyway i luv ya peepz.... muz keepin touch kz?...*cries even more*
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Saturday, November 22, 2003
i'm so happi.... got 263.... its good considering i didn't study much.... like what 2 weeks of studying.... hahaz... but i dunno which sch to go to lehz... rg= i miss by 1 mark... nanyang... maybe... SCGS... maybe...dunno larz.... let my parents choose... i too lazy larz.... congrats zes, nat, noelle, derniese, francesca, zona and yan bing... your hard work has paid off... celesther on the other hand is so poor thing.... i hope she can get into cedar... but i think she can one lar... i hate my brother.... can't he be a bit more encouraging?... sheesh! i lost to him by 6 marks but its ok... cos hes in GEP and iim not.... hahaha... anyway.... i gtg... juz a few reminders... dun be discouraged pple.... continue to work hard... one day you will achieve your goals... juz go 4 it... i have faith in u all.... kam pa tei!!!( or howeva u spell it.... haha...)
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Friday, November 21, 2003
yay!!! she hugged me 2dae!!!!!!!!! i'm so damnit happy!!!!! in case u c this celesther.... sorry bout all the sucky times... think of the good ones... today was a half happy half sucky day... it was so dreary and sad.... almost everyone cried.... that includes me too hehe...:P...it was really meaningful day 4 everyone... but i gtg... gonna start crying liao... muz keep in touch arhz pple!!!! but tadaz 4 now... muz wipe tears first...
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haiz... today is IJ choral nite... everyone supposed to be at home to rest... but so many pple not at home lehz.... sianz ah.... this morning when we went to practice... there were 2 girls from CHIJ TP who were there then they were like... so sucky... and the other one was like sticking out her tongue... so idiotic... they think they so good they go back to their primary school days and do lah... and miss abq was like really angry this morning... dunno llah... i suddenly dun feel like going... and then there's the stupid PIG!!! gillian tsu.... her name does not deserve to be on my blog!!!!! im so easy to take advantage of right? GET READY TO SEE THE OTHER SIDE OF ME MAN!!! U R SO DEAD!!! i've always been like so taken 4 granted... thats precisely why that's my nickname... u say LOUISA DO THIS... if i can do it... then i will... unless im really not in the mood... but when something that involves me happens... no one even bothers to let me know... take today for example... rachel said she wants to take a photo of the yellow house cheerleaders in full dress... and i thought i lost my costume so they said pls la go and find... so i spent so much time looking for it last nite... cutting into my sleeping hours... and when they cancelled it... no one even bothered to contact me... and that PIG even said... u dun noe is your problem... not mine!... she doesn't deserve being the house cap. derniese will make a much better much more responsible house cap!!!!!! argh!! i dun wanna tok bout it anymore... makes my head boil... i just want to noe... am i that invisible that no one cares bout what happens to me?... its so scary how one moment u can have lots of frens and the next moment no one cares about you... but i dun need them(my old 'frens')... its not like i can't survive without their frenship... i really need to thank sum pple though like raina and wanfong and cordelia and nat and so many other pple for standing by me.... thanks also to all those who are my frens now... its so sad... tmr is the last day of sch... :-(... and btw... camelia... i will buy u your 3 tickets.... but for now... i need to go cos i like really really feel like vomiting.... after the bus ride... so tadaz pple...
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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
heyz... i'm gonna kill that idiot camelia! say i screw loose larz... see whether she get her movie tickets or not... wah liao... she's burning a hole in my pocket... a huge one.... expect me to pay 4 her so many things... think i so rich issit? she's the one with the ATM card leh...*grouchy*... sian lor... tml muz do cheerleading in costumes leh... i'll look damn stupid lor... and tonight that klj is gonna start making noise at me for tokkin to geraldine and whateva stuff larz... so sad.... 2 days of sch left... after that all must leave... wah laoz lorz... i gonna cry liao... but what to do? i dun wanna fail plse and have to stay rite? its like have to face that stupid principle who only cares of her face 4 1 more year.... im gonna miz all my frewns... so sad...*cries* but i got no choice... everyone has to go through this stage in life lorz... muz be the most hurting stage... oh... i got 'molested' yesterday.... but miss alberquque found out who the culprit was and gave her a big scolding... and she cried(btw... it was clarissa)... hahaz.... i felt so uncomfortable........(oooooooooohhhhhhhhh wan fong here >:))gtg now... toodles...
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