LOUJEANNETAN

Saturday, August 01, 2009

MOVED.

to a whimsical place of cuts&locks :)
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#LOU

Saturday, March 14, 2009
the world on your table

i feel like im just melting into some slump of shit now, dont know what im doing, dont want to face anything, and yet knowing perfectly well that i need to snap out of this, like now. the very fact that im actually blogging now is a perfect indication that im just running away from everything. according to my cts study plan, im supposed to be studying econs now, but God, it's so freaking boring and even if i study i won't do well, so what's the point. at this rate i'll probably just flunk cts, just like last year's cts and promos. im so tired with my life, being so caught up with everything, i just want to quit everything and focus on what's important now. but yeah im just too weak to let go. i need to grow up, i need to be more disciplined.

leelingjing, if you're reading this, i wish you were here now, or i could at least talk to you. just seeing a msn convo from you pop out now would be enough to make me feel better.

okay. what i feel isn't important. for tonight, macroeconomics will take top priority in my life. i may be far away from my a's for a's, but at least i know im working towards them.

i fucking miss you.

#LOU

Sunday, January 04, 2009
controversy, perspective

hello (: it's 2009, yay ? anw as usual im lazy, so pictures :)

first, we had an Ecubey sometime ago !! cc & yings bought me a long overdue cake, which they kinda toppled & squashed. hahah but anw, Ecubes are fun & laughter :) yay.

okay, holidays were pretty much packed with chorale. carolling was tiring but quite fun i guess :) hahah apart from the burnout & all.

5A finally had christmas party on the 26th :) drinking games & all, haven't hung out with them in a long while, so yay !!

christmas was pretty fun !! went for midnight mass & hung out after that. reached home pretty early this year, cause i had performance on christmas day hahah.

yay TRC <3> we had two meetings this time round !!! dintaifung dinner & countdown yay :) we had strawberries & champagne to welcome the new year in ! they're seriously the best ever (: yay <3>

school's starting, hope i survive !! bye folks :)

#LOU

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
i've got the gift of one liners

been having to face quite a few challenges recently & i really dont know if im capable of it. on one hand, it can make me happy yet the other side is just so, daunting. it makes me feel so meek, so helpless, that i wonder why of all people to have to go through all this, me ? in the things that i know what to do, the sense of pride, of anger is just too overwhelming that i really dont know how to go about it. in the other things, i just dont know what to do, at all. but i'll live on, learn, & hopefully i'll be able to face all this courageously, properly.

and to you, my ultimate <3>, hurry get back alright :(

#LOU

Saturday, November 15, 2008
the rocks cry out your fame

'tis been a long while !! now im seventeen :) yay. my seventeenth year didn't start off too good, but we all learn as we grow, so i'll take whatever i get la. anw im really really thankful for such awesome friends who stand by me through everything :] okay pictures from my birthday "celebrations" !! 5A&co gathering :]

dinner earlier on with my family at inagiku :D

& i swear TRC is the sweetest ever !! on tuesday morning i got a call from girlfriend at 645am, cause she came to my place to deliver two eggs for me to eat breakfast :D then after that charm & cinch came to rj to surprise me with a pretty pretty board !! went back to stnicks & they got me a cake & all, ahhh <3>

ohkay, went for church camp the day after my birthday & it was great !! hahah made a bunch of new (& really weird hahaha) friends !!

okay im really tired. this holiday is so freaking packed. i hear my pillow calling !! night world (:

#LOU

Tuesday, October 14, 2008
keeping my sanity insanely alive

hello hello :] class bbq on friday !! the guys spent it playing dota -.- hahaha but it was fun, as always !!

went out on sunday !! ended up at minds cafe after bowling before pool. hahaha gan was trying to draw a crocodile with her eyes closed during pictionary, and junchang guessed komodo dragon HAHAHA.

yay :] btw, post promo lectures feel like a total waste of time, sighxz.

#LOU